Already 17 now ya'll! But still am small and petite. Despite that I've got a big heart and a huge ego. You'll love me as I spill my greatest ups and downs moments here. Have fun reading, potatoes :-)
Naida xoxo

Monday, April 28, 2008
Diet Mode: ON!

Okay dieting is soooooooo crucial for moi now. I am getting fatter! Faht-ter! Goshh. I realized nowadays I am adding so much fat inside this body. I didn't really care about it so much until TODAY. Ivan asked me, "Nai, are you getting fatter?" gosh gosh goshhh. He saw my arm and told me that it seems bigger. No, it gets bigger! Arghhhh I'm soooo gonna reduce my meal's portion. I've been eating like a maniac these days. I can't refuse the temptation of food! 

I was planning to eat something light like risol or martabak at lunch time. But I had a headache, and I was hungry, so I ate the catering! I used to exercise before, well small exercises tho. And todays? Na-ah. I barely exercise nowadays (but I'm planning to be active again). 

So starting tomorrow, my breakfast will be: grilled bread! (no more chicken nuggets and rice) Recess: Either risol or martabak and aqua. Lunch: No more bakso. Catering, only desperate times hhe. No more evening meal. And dinner: just not too much :p

And laaaast honey, exerciseeeeee! (must must must)

This Saturday I'm going to Bali with Mom and Dad. I'm gonna skip school until Tuesday :( I'm gonna miss 10 B hahha and I know they will miss me too hahahaha. 
4 more days until Bali! :D

P.S: Semoga berhasil ya Nai dietnya. 

xoxo

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Saturday, April 26, 2008
Superfluous

Chris and Mel are now dating. Congrats guys :)

I'm so bored. And tired. And sleepy. And... I miss him. Who? AB3

xoxo

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Thursday, April 24, 2008
10 B <3

YAYYYYYY 10 B won the year 10 class meeting futsal! 

The third place... hahahaha. Well at least 10 B isn't the one who lost today. I think I know why 10 B lost to 10 A the other day. Because 10 B had no supporters! Most of 10 B didn't show up on Monday that's why they were losing their enthusiasm (lucky for you, 10 A! haha). And today we were all there to support the futsal players so that's why they were in full spirit today. Lol just kidding :) I think it's because they didn't wear complete uniform and were not ready. Who would anyway? They were informed that they are going to play on Monday morning, when they should be playing at lunch time. Bad coordinators, ckck. 

And at last today 10 B went to Senayan to play baseball. Last week we couldn't because there was no car. Baseball was fun!! It was drizzling but we didn't want to stop playing. Too bad we didn't have much time so we only played for half an hours :( We played on the same field as two years ago's. I had this sudden thought there, of how I miss 8 A so much. Yea, I miss year 8. Things have changed a lot guys. But things didn't change like how seasons change. Seasons are rotating, but my life will always walks forward and could never goes back. How sucks and sad (perumpamaan yang aneh haha). 

Anyway last night I talked with my ex-boyfriend on the phone. He called me. I didn't really want to talk to him at first. But since I was bored last night so I just answered the phone. Things were alright, I enjoyed the conversation. We even talked for hours. I find it better for us being friends rather than us stucked in a lousy commitment. I just kinda hate it whenever he brings up the past. It's just an unnecessary topic. But at least we are now over fighting and keep trying to go follow our own path. 

xoxo

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Monday, April 21, 2008
Random om om om

I'm so sleepy itsy bitsy! But I am expecting something. Gah gah gahhhhhh.

Just being random ;p 

Maybe I should sleep earlier tonight. Got no more news from "AB3" so I'll just take off and go to sleep. Anyway I found 3 fine lines taken from 50 Cent's song. I edited some of the words and replaced she to he :)

"So I don't care if he loves me or loves me not
Long as I enjoy the time that we spend together
I ain't lookin for commitment, we could just be friends"

Alrighty then, nighty night!

p.s: "AB3" is my crush's nickname! 

p.s.s: I don't think I'm going to bed straight away. Since I'm enjoying the conversation with cims on MSN ryt now. I bet I'm gonna sleep late again T.T 

xoxo

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In Desperate Need of Creativity

No doubt, there is no creativity installed around this tiny little head. I am just soo not out of the ordinary, meaning there's nothing about me from top to bottom that is special or unique. Yeah, nothing outstanding. I can only play one instrument, piano, and it's not like I'm so good at it. How cool. So why am I mentioning this? Because it kinda breaks my heart the fact that my creativity skill is so poor. When making the math model for math class decoration, zero idea pops out(!) Well my group made this Basic Trigonometry Ratio model, which is Filza's idea, but it is just so plain and simple. Ms. Angay said we should've make something a lot better, but we didn't. So I don't think Ms. Angay likes our model. Sobs :(

I didn't really care about it so much tho, all I care about is how uncreative I am. I still remember how heartbreaking term two's Visual Art was. Our task was to make a white sculpture to be displayed at the Narnia play. A group consisted of eight people, quite a crowd isn't it? But the sculpture turned out to be a disaster and a mess even if I'm working with 7 people. My group worked hard, some of us even stayed a little late after school to continue making the sculpture. The result was totally different with the sketch that I drew. The sculpture was based on my surrealism sketch, it was quite nice tho, I admit. I adored my drawing then, I couldn't believe I was the one who drew it. But I know it was nothing compared to Sonia's. I uploaded the picture of my sketch, and here it is.

Hahaha such an effort, believe it or not. I named her "Mermaidian Snake". She was a fairy but then she was cursed by God. So yeah, she was turned into a monster. I was so proud with this drawing but then felt so down after seeing the final result. Which looks just like a junk that needs to be thrown away. But since the sculpture was my group's super hard work, I still appreciate it. And so ladies and gentlemen here it is, the final trash.

Go on, just laugh. I don't mind. I didn't laugh tho when I saw my group's sculpture. Just shocked and surprised. Mr. Ricky didn't bring it to the play. Well actually all 10 B's sculptures were not displayed at Narnia, only 10 A's. But it's okay lah yah. Even if my group's sculpture was displayed, there's nothing to be proud of. Cause we knew that we failed art and it will just humiliates us :(

That's why God, please please oh puh-lease. Please send me a handfull of creativity skill :'(

Haha. Anyway, after school me, Michi, Yella, Rayner, Jon, and Julian went to Kenanga again for the third times. It's so cozy and the place where we enjoy gossiping (the boys do too! :p) I think I'm addicted to Kenanga now. I love the chicken noodle. Every time I go to Kenanga, I always order the noodle. Because the rest of the menu is all pork!!! I'm Muslim so I can't eat pork (like d'ohhhhhh?). But I admit... the food that my friends order are way tempting. Too bad I'm not allowed hhe ;) 

xoxo 

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Sunday, April 20, 2008
That Babydoll

I went to Grand Indonesia today. And I only checked out Alun-alun Indonesia and Seibu. I didn't even pass Topshop. My mom and I actually could but we both knew that my Dad would be displeased and then will suddenly gets mad and as well as starting his super boring speech. Dad is so temperamental that's why I hate messing with him. 

At Alun-alun I hunted for a babydoll batik but it's nowhere to be found. Well there was this cute casual dress with a veery comfortable and soft fabric, with nice pattern too! But... there's no size and a bit too long :( One of hundred reasons why being petite is damn killing. Oh God, I wish I was just five cm taller. Just five cm and it would be superfect. At least I'm not gonna be the second shortest in class anymore (first is Ferina, yayy!). Alright back to batik. Luckily I have this tube top that I bought from Singapore. And it is somehow look batik-ish so maybe I'm gonna wear it on Friday if I can't find any babydoll this week. 

I haven't finish Laskar Pelangi novel, 100 pages to go! Just too lazy reading it. I'm so busy this weekend. Sorry Ms. Palupi, please don't punish moi hehe :)

xoxo

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Sunday Morning and I'm Crushing :)

Good morninnggg! It's Sunday morning and I just woke up half an hour ago. I slept for eight hours. I love it when I sleep more than a quarter of the day (I mean more than six hours, to be exact) Because every school days I sleep at around twelve o'clock and above when I have to wake up at five thirty in the morning. Gosh it's so tiring. Every week days (and sometimess weekend too) I only sleep for six hours or less. That's why these eyebags are sooo huge. 

Wow so funny. I turn the iTunes shuffle on and now it's randomly playing Secret Love by JoJo. That song is sooo two years ago (eight grade). Why? Because I had a crush on someone and the lyric fittted my hopeless situation. The song is quite nice tho, just kinda boring. Anyway, I have a crush on someone now. He's just soo nice. That's why even before I broke up, I think I've planted a spot of feelings inside my heart for him. But I wasn't sure yet then. Nevertheless here it goes, I'm back to the single life again. Now I am pretty sure that I like him. He makes me smile whenever he treats me the way I want to be treated. He's the new butterfly in my stomach :) A total contradiction to my ex-boyfriend's attitude.

So as of now I'm enjoying my new life, new status, and new crush <3

xoxo

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Saturday, April 19, 2008
Bored Again (and something about yesterday)

Okay I am now on the top of my BOREDOM HIERARCHY (haha). Even though I am chatting with Rayner and Ichell right now, still I am bored. Boored. Boreeed. Argggh. Boredom is a super dangerous symptom for me. Especially that my head start aching right now. 

Since I don't really have anything to tell, I'm just gonna say about what happened yesterday night. My ex-boyfriend IM-ed me using Skype. Wow, I can't believe he still have the guts to talk to me. He was the one who gibed me and said that he didn't want to know me anymore. But nevermind tho, last nite I wasn't really in the mood to get mad and start another fight so I just be nice and let it flow. We chat and I start saying the word "Gue" and "Lo" instead of "Aku" and "Kamu" anymore. Well he was the one who said it first on my Friendster account, seems like he was all fired up at that time. But I intend to say those words beforehand actually. On Skype at first he was calling my name then slowly he said the word "Aku" and "Kamu" again. I told him that it's uncomfortable because it seemed affectionate when our relationship is already over.

But he didn't change at all. Maybe at first he was nice to me, respected me, and it felt good at first talking with him after a very long time. But then he wanted to talk on the phone and asked me to call his Esia phone. D'oohhhhhh. I didn't want to but he kept on forcing. Gosh, like who is he now? Driving my mood from high to low. He is so tenacious, he wanted to just talk using Skype. For the love of God he didn't even have the mic on and he only wanted to hear my voice. I mean so obvious. Come on Mad. You can't stay like this forever right. Move on. I have move on already. Stop being melancholy, all desperate, and all stressed up. You're just torturing yourself. See, I still care right? Even though I actually don't :p

Wow I have written 3 posts in one day. What a record haha :) But still I am so b to the o to the r to the e d. Better go to bed then. So ttyl bloggers.

xoxo

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Friggin Bored

I am so bored. I think being bored has become one of my corny hobbies. Because I tend to get bored in every days of my life (lebay :p). I'm staying home for the night. Usually every saturday night I go out to dine with my family but my parents are going to someone's wedding so I'm not going anywhere. And that sucks. I'm so bored bored bored. All I did for the past 3 hours was laying in bed playing laptop editing this blog's layout. Arghh I wish I have something else to do. I'm hungry so probably after writing this entry I'll go find something to eat downstair. 

Today I only went to Sency with my family. Actually Yella asked me out today but I couldn't go. Because my father was mad at my sister and scolded her. Oh well, it was a price she should pay for her behaviour. She was being an ass in front of him. She wanted to go to Pacific Place with her friends but my dad didn't allow her, but she kept on thrusting my dad. She even said something bad to him, which added fuel to a burning flame. So my dad got mad at her and when we had our lunch he gave us (yes us, I got the blame too) the boring and deep uncomfortable speech. And that's why I didn't have the guts to ask my dad if I could go out with my friends at that time. I'd be so stupid if I did ask. But in the end my father allowed my sister to go. My sister didn't know that at the time we were leaving from Sency my dad had planned to drop her at Pacific Place. My father is so random. He's unpredictable, weird, and fierce but deep inside he has a decent heart. Even though he keeps on assuming that we (me, my bro, my sis) are lowdown, but I know that he actually loves us and would give us anything even though we are so rude. That's why I don't really want to make him mad frequently. Trying to respect him nowadays :)

Anyway I still wish I could go to Sency with Michi and Yella this afternoon. That would definitely cure my boredom hehe ;p But after all a past is a past, can never be repeated. And anyway (again), tomorrow I'm going to Grand Indonesia yayyy. I wanna go to Alun-alun Indonesia. I don't know why I suddenly craving for something batik-ish. But one item I really, really want to have is the babydoll type. Omg, if there is any I bet it will be super duper cute. So I hope I'll find a piece there. I blame Ichell for this. She brought the batik ambience and now it is stucked inside my head haha :)

xoxo

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A Fresh New Start

I thought it's better for me to start a new blog after breaking up. Since the entries in my previous blog were about how in love I was with my ex-boyfriend. So now I am making a fresh new start. It's better for me not to keep the pages I've written in the past anymore. I decided to just delete it, it is not useful anymore. And it probably just gonna break my heart if I suddenly read it again. But it's not like I'm reminiscing the times we had together. No way, I'm so over him. It's just that I wrote stupid posts I wish I didn't write. Oh yeah I mean I feel stupid reading it again. Frankly, breaking up feels so good. Gosh at that time it seems like I was finally out of the woods. 

Alrighty then. My first post :) it's still 9 in the morning now. Nothing happens so I got nothing else to tell. 

So see ya later, alligators
xoxo

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