Already 17 now ya'll! But still am small and petite. Despite that I've got a big heart and a huge ego. You'll love me as I spill my greatest ups and downs moments here. Have fun reading, potatoes :-)
Naida xoxo

Sunday, July 27, 2008
Bored

I'm so happy. Happy hippy yippie :) He caught me off-guard and now I'm sooo over the moon. I'm sorry I made everything hard for you. I didn't mean too. But you made everything hard for me too now. Sooo yeah, we're even. 

Tomorrow's another day of school. It has been 3 weeks. 68 is great. I don't regret transferring to that public school. I just want a holidayyy. I've had enuf of school. Bikin pusing.

Jujur aja sih, kangen.

xoxo

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Cockroach

Oh, one important post before I go to sleep. The oh-my-god(!) sight that I saw as I got home after going out the whole day! After changing my outfit, I wanted to go to the bathroom... like urgently. I turned the light on, peeked inside my personal bathroom. I peeked to check whether any cockroaches are wandering around my bathroom. And jeng jeng jeng jeennnnnggg I saw one cockroach laying on its back. I wasn't quite sure whether it is dead or still alive. 

It was okay at first. It was dead. I thought it was the only one. But when I opened the bathroom door widely... ... .... ... ... there were SEVEN of them! ALL OF THEM LIED ON THEIR BACK. SEVEN SEVEN SEVEN. Yes, I counted their number. Six of them lied still, didn't move. But one of the friggin cockroaches was moving. Like it was still alive. Arghhh I had goose bumps for real. I immediately called my maid to clean all the dead cockroaches. I asked her whether she was the one who killed them cockroaches. But it turned out it wasn't her. 

Then who the hell kicked the cockroaches' butt until they lied on their back not even moving (despite the naughty one)? O my god my bathroom has its own mystery. My bathroom could've been a zoo decades ago. How petrifying -.-

xoxo

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Wounded? Na-ah.

I want to sleep. I'm so tired. Been out of the house for the whole day and I haven't had a little bit of a normal rest. I need to unwind a bit. But I can't sleep. I don't feel like sleeping. But I'll sleep after writing this scrap anyway.

Despite of me getting ready to faint, my day was the opposite. It was quite of an excitement. I went to Plaza Senayan with my Binus mates. Plaza Senayan Mall. Like for the zillion time. Me and my friends been hanging there for numerous time. I'm not fed up by going to that same mall for like... every week. With either friends or family. The mall's immensely cozy. Not to mention CIMS' filicium. It's like the best place ever :)

I watched batman today. AGAIN. For the second time. I admit the movie was okay... urr I guess. But it's just kinda boring. I fell asleep for some minutes. I almost had the time to finally relax until Michi woke me up!!! She nudged me and then ta-daaa I woke up when I still wanted to enjoy my cinema nap. Oh well.

Before I end today's lame post, how about another sneak peek of my sucky love life? Yeahh, still stuck with the same taken guy. Surprisingly, on weekdays I've had him out of my mind. Not totally out of my mind. I mean he kinds of like fading away from my thoughts, a little bit. When yet, I know I still like him. But suddenly he showed up again and filled my mind, the whole sector. Maan he ruins my cheery single life. How cool. I thought no one will ever disrupt my normal single life. And now I am back with the ups and downs of a bittersweet romance ;)

... and a bit of wound and pain.

xoxo

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Sunday, July 20, 2008
The "Situation"

I went out again yesterday with the guy I talked about in the previous post, for the third time. Alright, going straightforward, the word "situation" actually means that my crush already has a girlfriend. It's a situation right? Haha. And why am I brave enough to mention the secret here? It's because the guy himself already knew that I like him. Oh well, we both confessed. But it's not like he asks me out then I nod and say yes and dating each other happily ever after, no not like that. 

Let's go back to the "situation". He is taken. T-A-K-E-N. He is someone else's. I don't wanna be the third person. It's so trashy. I also don't wanna be someone who snatches someone's boyfriend away. No way. I'll just wait. But I won't put too much hope tho. Because  if things change, it won't hurt too much. I was so happy yesterday. I just can't forget every things that happened yesterday. He asked me, "Isn't it obvious?". I told him it wasn't obvious, that I didn't have a clue that the girl he actually likes is me. It was a bit obvious but I didn't want to assume too fast. Thinking that he actually likes me. Because if my assumption goes wrong, that would hurt, wouldn't it? Why does my love life has to be this complicated? Why do I like a guy who's taken? Why can't I just fall for someone who is single and won't intricate everything?

Now he makes it harder for me to walk away from his life. He likes me. Too. He gives me hope. Damnn. Yesterday he should've been somewhere else with his friends, but he decided to just stay with me. Maan, he makes everything becomes harder.

He likes me too. Now what? Make wishes, Nai =)

Kangen, nyet.

xoxo

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Monday, July 14, 2008
School's In

Today is the first day of school. Well, as a new student to be exact. I didn't sleep so well last night. I kept on rolling around my bed. I wanted to sleep at 10, I've prepared myself to go to bed. But then I finally fell asleep at midnight. I was worried about my first day of school as a new student. Especially that I am now going to a public school. Which is a total contradiction of Binus. But today wasn't so difficult. The school isn't so bad though. Beyond my expectation.

Anywaaaay I'm crushing on someone else already! But he is not a piece of cake. Since ... he's got a "situation" (situation refers to some other word :p). It's just that I feel comfortable being with him. But it's better for me to not making any more moves. I know it is a mistake to ever fall for him because of the "situation". But I just can't deny this feeling :)

I miss CIMS. I miss my Binus friends. I miss u all.

xoxo

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