Already 17 now ya'll! But still am small and petite. Despite that I've got a big heart and a huge ego. You'll love me as I spill my greatest ups and downs moments here. Have fun reading, potatoes :-)
Naida xoxo

Wednesday, May 27, 2009
Good Times Should Never Go Away

B O R E D

Both pure math and statistics are finished! Though I don't really think I'm gonna nail those 2 papers. The grade A* is sooo off my radar. There's still bio paper 2 and practical and physics paper 1 left. This week's exam is all done so I'm free as a bird. Say goodbye to exams 'til next week :)

I can't wait for June 6th, by the way. Finally I'm going for a night out with my fellas. My Dad better allows me, or else ... I'll be pouting for the rest of my life. Hahahaha but seriously, he really has to allow me cause I'm not gonna miss Filza's birthday dinner. It's been awhile after my precious Saturday days and nights are taken away. I haven't had much fun ever since the 2nd of May, Ivana's birthday. I'm talking about weekends okay, my weekdays are still as fun as they usually are. So please Dad, be a darling and let your daughter here has all the fun she's supposed to have every Saturday night. 

Things I currently miss awfully:
1. CIMS and our usual Friday/Saturday day-night out.
2. Fellas I used to hang out with.
3. Grade 10. BADLY BADLY BADLY! Everyone I'm so closed with were there. Every one of them. Grade 10 is worth every second.
4. Girl's day out and single's day out. Sushi Tei and movies. Totally.
5. Watch movies with my buddies. Haven't done that for quite a while, really. (I kinda miss middle school. A little bit tho)

I used to have so much fun :S

xoxo

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Thursday, May 21, 2009
Happy Birthday iZong

It's 10:04, according to my desktop's clock. Which means in an hour and 56 more minutes my Filza is turning 17!!! And I don't think I can make it till the clock strikes 12, my eyes just can't take it. So I just gotta write it earlier, here. Karena kalo through MSN it means the greeting comes way too early. Filza probably reads this by tomorrow hhe.

So here it goes:
"HAPPY BIRTHDAY FILZAAAAA :):):) my iZong! 
 Best and best and best wishes for you 
 You know I ♥ you !
 Hope you'll have a good one, 
 cause the age 17 comes only once in a lifetime :)"

So yeah, gtg. I'm off to bed cuddling my pillows :)
Nighty, night lovers.

xoxo

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Monday, May 18, 2009
Reminiscing and Wishing



I wanna go back to this particular time and place
Where there wasn't any adult intervention
Where we were sort of free to do anything we want there
Where we could jump from one room to another cause we felt like doing it
Where we could stay up 'til the morning and enjoy the beach's breezing wind
Where people we love and care about were there with us 24/7
Those days I spent in Bali are remarkable
3 days aren't enough
I wish I could go back in time and re-experience those 3 days wisely

xoxo

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I Can Never Get Enough of Food ♥

So... today was fun. Dila, Macil, Ari, and Luhung went to my place after school to slouch and have lunch. Frankly, I really can't have them coming over too frequent. Since every time they come over we always order delivery in an enormous quantity, and I'm not exaggerating. Here I'm not complaining about the finance, I'm not that cheap -__- , I'm talking about getting out of shape. Like for instance, today we had KFC for lunch. And we ordered a bucket of 9 fried chickens, when there were only 5 of us. Everyone was starving, we finished everything. I had colonel yakiniku alone for myself and 1 chicken. I ate them fast, as if I've never eaten for couple days.

Aaah, ever since my last holiday to Bali I've been eating like crazy again. I eat rice during lunch, eat much during dinner, and eat snacks at school. I've lost 2 kg and I think my weight's gaining again, you know. Saddy, saddy :( I want to get taller, not fatter. My period is about to come, I guess. Cause every time it's coming my appetite becomes realllly heuuge :-|

I'm kinda confused here, should I come to Binus on Wed or not? There's a drama performance held by the grade 9 and my sister asked me to come watch her. I don't think I'm gonna make it in time, though. I have AS level exam and it finishes at 2 something when the play's starting at 2.30. If I can't make it in time I can just visit Binus sih. I mean watching my sister performs would be a good excuse to go to Binus and meet up with some people :) No hard feelings, dek. Not that I don't wanna watch your play. I want to, cause I'm curious in which scene Poker Face is gonna be played. And I can actually see that she has put quite a lot of effort to it, I wanna see how it turns out. Cause I've been there, being Ms. Super Busy in a drama practice is super tiring and irritating. Kan it's only if I can't make it in time. Okay, okay? ;p

Soo I can't wait for Friday! Cause Friday means tomorrow is Saturday and Saturday is weekend and weekend is nothing but fun! Which eventually means I can't wait for fun, fun, and fun! :)

xoxo

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Sunday, May 17, 2009
A Thought Passing By

A wise, narcissistic friend once said...

"Of course, I want my girl to feel that she's special."


How I wish my boyfriend would say that and do the same thing too. Hehe :)

xoxo

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Thursday, May 14, 2009
Untitled

Facebook is under maintenance, or is it only my account? Idk deh, yang pasti I'm dead bored. All I'm doing right now is waiting for a bbm reply, checking twitter, randomly clicking on songs I please to hear on iTunes, and blogging. I feel like playing dress up you know, trying on clothes. It's suber fun. But not now, probably later :p

Today there's no tutor, no exam, which means school's off. I thought I'd be out with mom shopping, but turned out she has her own plans, out with her friends. So here I am home, stranded. 

Anyway, yesterday Yella showed me a video of Kris Allen singin Heartless on American Idol. Because of that I'm starting to like the Kanye West's version again. Hahaha me lovin the lyrics, keren loh. I really do need to do something a little more productive than what I've been doing for the past few hours after waking up. *sigh*

xoxo

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Wednesday, May 13, 2009
Omige Desperado Abis -___-

Math test today at 10. Can't sleep, could this be insomnia?

Lately, something has made me realize how much of a jealous person I am. And this trait needs to be gone cause it certainly does not feel good, at all. Jealousy sucks, you know. It makes you feel so insecure like all the time, when you shouldn't be. It makes you think of foolish stuffs, you don't even know whether they're the truth or not, when you shouldn't be thinking of it. Jealousy is all about insecurity. And... I loathe myself every time I feel insecure about something. It makes me fidget all the time. Painless, but nerve-wracking.

But after I gave it a re-thought, this is not jealousy. This is about me feeling a little less special...

Maybe that's the reason why my thoughts were wandering around though my eyes were closed. Got too much to think of, and none of them are close to important. At this very moment, I totally need my booty call pals...

xoxo  

p.s: this is something I wrote early at midnight. I had trouble sleeping so there goes all those craps ;p

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Tuesday, May 12, 2009
Whoopie :p

Pure Math AS level. TOMORROW !!!

Last night I was supposed to be home doing questions from the past paper I haven't done and yet I was out to Grand Indo to help my sis find her drama costume. She eventually found it and I eventually did not take a peek on any of those papers when arrived home. Wish me luck, peeps. At least for math I have a higher optimism compared to biology and physics. 

Can't wait till AS level exam is all done. Hanamasa and Bali! Whooopie, me lovey lovey :)
Holiday is never taken off from my things-I-want-the-most list!

xoxo

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Monday, May 11, 2009
Quote of The Day

" If I was down would you say things to make me smile? " :)
~ 50 Cent ~


Nothing beats 21 Questions ♥

xoxo

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Sunday, May 10, 2009
It's Almost 3 In The Morning o.0

Lessons learned from today (well technically yesterday): 
1. You can't trust anyone. 
2. Lying will never keep your heart from not beating so fast (all the time).
3. You just gotta ignore the envious insignificant. 


Saturday was great. I went to a friend's house and since my curfew is rather tight I had to go home at 5 -___- but instead I stayed a little late so I arrived home at 6. Then I went out for a dinner with my bro, his girl, and my sis to Kemang. It's been a long time. My schedule is always filled most Saturdays so the chance of me spending time with them is very rare. So it's good you know, to finally attend a umm... siblings day out? Hahaha :p

I don't know whether that is supposed to be a coincidence or not. If it is, it's just too creepy. Cause girl, let me just put it this way... it's way too obvious ;p 

Sorry but I can't help it. I may be wrong, but people make assumptions and assume that their presumptions are right, no? Just can't leave this one unnoticed cause I feel rather disturbed.

And again, sorry for being so frank and sotoy-ly assured if you happen to realize :)

xoxo

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Thursday, May 7, 2009
We Make Mistakes

Yesterday my dad went home after his 5 days absence to Bali. During dinner he was furious, he yelled at me because I went home really really late last Saturday. He banned me from going to Binus every Friday and as well as going out every Saturday, if I'm going with Binus friends. He suspected me having a boyfriend and he thought it's distracting my study and that I shouldn't date. But Dad, I'm 16 and you care way too much. I do need attention but this is beyond my expectation.

And I totally hating the fact that my drivers are nothing but two blabber mouths. They really can't co-operate with me, why can't they just not spill every little details to my parents? I need privacy, guys, so stfu won't you? My father disapproves me dating, but I don't care. As long as my education isn't failing, I won't listen to him just yet. Though as far as I'm concerned my studies have been distracted because of some reasons, but I for sure am going to keep it up.

Which eventually means... I cannott go out this Saturday :(( I've made a plan with Karen and I have to cancel it. Arrgh :(

And frankly, I really really want to see you cause I miss you like a lot even though we argue way too often ♥

xoxo

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Wednesday, May 6, 2009
Naughty, Naughty :p

Omige, physics is killing moi. I'm bored to the core, I want to sleep now like right away. I wanna go home, upload today's photos, and take a decent nap. Then I'll do some math questions at night. This one's for real cause I have a lot of catching up to do. Exam is exactly next week. And I have to get used to doing pure maths questions yang super duper ribet.

But I'm so sure I'm so gonna fail physics :(

I'm like in class right now, ngebahas soal-soal physics from the past paper. But I blog, instead of listening. Naughty, naughty. Sorry, Mr. Hasan. This is what's so great about being a blackberry-a-holic HAHA.

I really can't wait for the upcoming holiday. I really wanna get away from all the lessons and studies and get some slacks ;)

xoxo

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I'm Just Too Random

Just a little something for my dearest. 


Apparently I feel like posting something
:)

xoxo

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Tuesday, May 5, 2009
Truth Hurts

Just wanna do a quick little whine.

Why can't I get any taller?

:(

xoxo

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359 ♥

I had to remove my previous post called 'confidential' I wrote a week ago because the post somehow shows my fragility and I don't like it :p I feel stupid to ever wrote that post. Well it already happened and it's a relief that it wasn't really happening.

Another week has come by, another day of school. And next week I'll be having my AS level exam starting with math, which is hard. I'm taking it really easy when I'm supposed to study a lot more, a lot harder. You can see like right now instead of studying doing past papers' questions, I'm blogging. Which is supposed to be a minority and can be done in any other spare time. Haha, I'm just supah leyyzeehhh and I know that for sure. But wish me luck, will ya?

Sooo my patience finally paid off. I'm done waiting and finally got a status. Though I still feel that being single kicks asses and is so much more relaxing. I'm still used to being single. But in the other hand, who am I to judge? Let's just see where this is gonna lead up to :)

xoxo

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