I'm supposed to be at sency or ps or somewhere and then go meet up with the others to go to Nabila's. But as always my dad's being an ass and he didn't let me stay over at Nabila's so yeah I have to stay home tonight. DOING BASICALLY NOTHING. Nothing more than playing the sims, maybe a dvd marathon, facebook (?), and other stupid stuffs you do when you simply have nothing to do at home. Usually I'll be on the phone with Ichell but since she's out tonight, goodbye phone calls. 

I mean seriously, my stupid school starts on Monday. Like next Monday, 13th of July! Duuude I only have 2 weeks of holiday. How more annoying could it be? And my parents are leaving for a week or something to do Umroh and HELLOOOOO?? I already have school? While my friends I always hang out with are still having their holiday? I've missed out a lot. I haven't even gotten the chance to catch up with an old friend who's about to leave Jakarta again. How great my life sounds. 

I want a cool Dad. One who doesn't set 6 pm for a curfew, one who supports everything I am doing, one who doesn't get mad that easily, one who's cool enough I'd love very much, and one who isn't too over protective. I mean I'm still living a life as a teenager. I have a lot of wants, I have friends I have fun being with, I wanna break free. I mean my Dad doesn't want me to go out till night, but what does he expect? Me studying? Or what? Dude, staying home for me is so remotely close to doing productive and fun things. Well at least I live in a modern era where I can still be able to communicate with others by internet. But stiiilll, during weekends I'm not gonna study okay. I'm not the type of person who studies 24/7 so it's useless to lock me home and sabotaging my weekend. 

Family day is on Sunday, so Saturday's supposed to be my day.

I want to go tonight. Badly :(