Already 17 now ya'll! But still am small and petite. Despite that I've got a big heart and a huge ego. You'll love me as I spill my greatest ups and downs moments here. Have fun reading, potatoes :-)
Naida xoxo

Tuesday, June 24, 2008
Trapped

About last Thursday, I made it to CIMS day out. I felt bad. I was the one who set the meeting time which is 2 o'clock sharp but I came late about an hour later. It was because of my mom. She had to stop at Arion Mall (can you believe it? I haven't even step on that Mall for years. I don't really think it should even be called Mall. There's no fun!) to buy her handphone's battery. But despite my lateness, we actually had sheer fun later on. We watched Kung Fu Panda which was totally hilarious, not hideous. Sometimes those kind of movies aren't worth to watch. But Kung Fu Panda was okay so yeah we didn't pick the wrong movie after all.

After we finished watching movie we threw a birthday 'party' for Yella. Well not really a party. We just gave her a surprise birthday cake - it's some kind of 10 B's (or let's say, CIMS') tradition to buy birthday cake when our friend is having their birthday - but it didn't really surprise Yella. And frankly, the cake didn't taste so good (Chel, it's Eaton's. Maaf.) seriously. Yella wasn't so surprise either. She knew we were hiding something. So it turned out she figured it out already! Hahaha. In the end of the day, after surprising Yella with the cake, we all hanged out at filicium. It felt like going back to year 10, you know. How I miss 10 B so much. We chatted, we joked, we laughed, etc. It was a hell of a day :)

Quick look to some photos from last Thursday!

Left to right - Yella's head, Rayner, Jon, me, Filza
You can see the cake there! The not-so-tasty cake! :D

Left to right - Rayner, Reuben, Jon, me, Filza, Michi, Yella
More photos here! If you care :)

Enuf of last week's. So todayyy I was trapped in the house again. I should've been at PS today, with Della and Jo. Watching 21 movie, eating sushi at Sushi Tei (or any other restaurants - or could even be food court. But I wanted Sushi Tei), hanging out, etc. But Della couldn't go, no driver, Jo then became lazy. So yeah. Stuck at home. Me. Home. Reading. What a nice holiday. But thanks to the cancelled plan, I finally finished This Lullaby today. It was so boring in the first few chapters. That's why I quitted reading it when I first bought it - last year, I don't remember when. But then I started reading it again 2 days ago and finally got the main idea of the story. And I liked it. Nice one :)

Oh I just loooooveeee, loveeeeee romance stories :)

xoxo

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Thursday, June 19, 2008
CIMS

Today is CIMS day out! Well, despite that Andrew can't come; still abroad. Haven't got enough of States yet? Haha jk, Dru :p The only CIMS who's still away. Too bad Dru, you are soo gonna miss all the fun. But I actually have the chance to miss it too. Since last night my dad said that the cars aren't available today. I hope he change his mind. I really want to go. Yella's going to treat us all concerning her birthday (It's not that I want the treat, I just want to go out) last week, the 13th of June. Happy birthday Yellaaaaa! I felt bad for her on her birthday. Most of CIMS weren't at Jakarta. So we couldn't go out. But we're paying baaaack aren't we! We're going out today! That's why I really don't want to miss it.

As a matter of fact, I miss our gathering. Filicium, Kenangan, Reuben or Jon's house, and lots.  I want those conversations we used to converse. I really do miss them :)

xoxo

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Tuesday, June 17, 2008
Soul Love: Frustrating

Soul Love is pathetically depressing. I finished the book just now. I didn't stop reading; full of curiosity. The ending sucks, I didn't cry though. But a feeling of hurt and pain slipped into me. I remember my friends who read the book (like ages ago) that it doesn't have a happy ending and that Gabe (the male character) is HIV positive. I really forgot about it, I finally remembered it when I read the part Gabe said that he was born HIV positive. I was truly shocked. If I actually remember that it would turn out that way I would never buy this book. It's frustrating. Friggin' frustrating.

But the story was good. It wasn't as dull as Hard Love. I just wish the ending is a lot more better.

xoxo

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Twilight Freak

Like what I've said in the previous post, I did finished Eclipse this morning. I admit I kinda pity Jacob in the epilogue part, the part where the story is told through Jacob's perspective. It's not pretty when your loved one rejected you. When you finally knew your loved one actually loves you too. But she loves someone else more than she loves you. But Edward comes first! So back off, Jacob! It made me furious though when I read the part where Bella asked Jacob to kiss her. The fact that she actually loved Jacob, too. She knew it'd hurt Edward, but she realized that she loved Jacob. Ugh. If I were Bella, I wouldn't divide my heart in two! Jacob is the best friend, Edward is the boyfriend. The oh-so-perfect boyfriend. And Edward loves Bella so much. A hundred percent sure that he loves Bella more than Jacob does. 

Edward is just too nice. When he knew that Bella actually wants Jacob to kiss her, by reading Seth's mind, he wasn't mad. At all. I was so clicked when Edward said, "I'm not mad at you, love. Jacob's more cunning than I gave him credit for. I do wish you hadn't ask him, though." O my gaaaawttt... Can you believe it? His girlfriend made out with another guy, and the girlfriend is the one who demands the kiss. And he didn't mad at all. Awwwwww I wish I were Bella. If I were her, I'd tell Jacob straight that I only love him as a friend. I hate that Bella actually hurt Edward. 

It was Edward's fault too actually. He shouldn't have left Bella in the first place. No! Technically it was because of Bella too. If she hadn't rip her hand accidentally and bleed, Edward wouldn't left. Hahaha but most of all I blame Stephenie Meyer in the end. She was the one who wrote the book :p I hope the ending of the trilogy is gratifying. I hope no one dies, no sad ending please! I hope Bella finally becomes a vampire, no obstacle happens before her marriage with Edward, Edward and Bella's matrimony, and live eternally in euphoria with Edward by her side :) (Since they can't die)

I feel like a freak. Hahahaha.

xoxo

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Monday, June 16, 2008
Twilight Infatuation... Happens Again

I guess I'm staying home for the rest of the week. But not really. Probably until Thursday. And on weekends I'll be going out to the Mall with family, escaping my boredom of having nothing to do during holiday. Some girl friends I used to hang out with went overseas for like decades; they went to states, homestaying. So I don't really have any idea now with whom I am going to spend the holiday with. I just got home from my splendid 5 days vacation to Singapore, where I sometimes went for a walk with couple friends there and had fun. And now here I'm back home. Got nothing else to do unless someone asks me out to hang out somewhere.

But even though I'll be decomposed here at home, I'm digging my interest in reading novels, literature novels. Thanks to Singapore. I brought my Twilight novel along, in case I found myself gets bored with the trip. I've read Twilight once. I thought reading it for the second time to recap the story wouldn't be a sin. Especially that the movie adapted from the novel is coming out this December. Nowadays I'm not infatuated with this novel anymore, with Edward to be exact. But now I am infatuated again. Last Wed, the day I flew to Singapore, at the airport lounge, I was bored and had nothing to do except watching people coming in and out, getting the food from the buffet reserved. So I decided to take out the novel and read it to kill the time until it's the time to get on the plane. And man, I couldn't stop reading it. When I had to get on the plane, I stopped reading. You guessed it, I was damned in curiosity with what will happen next. I know I read it already, but I have lost the memory of Edward and Bella's challenging romance. So yeah, I actually forgot some of the events in the story.

I directly continued reading the novel as soon as I got on the plane. As well as when I had arrived at Orchard. When I finally had the time to relax after killing the day shopping and walking around Singapore, I spent the time reading Twilight. Seriously, I couldn't stop. Really. I am not exaggerating, this is for real. On the third day I stepped my foot on Singapore, I already finished the book. Dissatisfied, I felt like reading more of the story. I really wanted to gohome and read New Moon. I do know how sucks the book was, the fact that Edward actually left Bella; even though it's for Bella's sake. But it's plain boring and made me wanted to skip all the part where Bella is with Jacob. Yeah, the Jacob that Bella kissed on Twilight's third series! Ugh. 

Yesterday as I got home from Singapore, I tried to finish Hard Love ASAP. I read the novel on the remaining days in Singapore, just to spend times while I was bored, the replacement of Twilight. I was actually lucky to find this rare novel, the novel that my friends said was a good one. Well for me it wasn't. It's weird. It made me want to finish the book ASAP. So as soon as I finished the book, when I finally home, I opened New Moon and start reading it. I was tired the other night, jet-lagged. I didn't have enough sleep in the morning. I didn't sleep in the car either, when riding home from the airport. So today in the morning, soon as I woke up, I continued New Moon. And just finished it this evening. I am now reading Eclipse, still some pages. But I'm planning to finish it tomorrow since I'm not going anywhere. And then if my day is still monotony, I'll just read another novel that I bought from Singapore. Hell yeah, I am now into reading novels again. 

This is good, it practices my vocab and grammar. Just like what Terry says. Lol. I'm getting better in English though and I am happy. Not that I'm showing off, but I really do feel like I'm getting better. I'm still not a good speaker though, and not a good writer as my ELit mates are. I believe now I can dive deeper while reading novels. Since I now understand English novels better now than I did back then. I used to forget and didn't understand what the story is about. Now I have it all in my mind. I've changed. I've moved forward. And that's great.

Anyway I really can't wait for the fourth, and unfortunately the last sequel of Twilight, Breaking Dawn. I can't wait for August the second. Urr... or probably months later for it to be published in Jakarta. I'm also curious with Midnight Sun. I've read the first chapter at Stepheniemeyer.com and wanted to know what's going next. I hope Meyer's gonna publish it. And!!! Last but not least... Twilight the movie! I am so impatient for this. Robert Pattison is okay for Edward, I'm still disappointed though. But now I just realized how he fits perfectly for the movie... after seeing the teaser trailer from the official website. Bella's pretty, Kirsten Stewart fits the role. Oh well, can't wait for August and December!!!

Anyway this is a picture, like the only perfect picture taken, of me and my friends at Singapore. 
We were outside Takashimaya. The person who took the picture was so scary. Neither one of us had the guts then to ask him to take another picture. So yeaah... this is how the picture turned out. Not blurry, but... not perfect either. Oh well. At least we have one we could reminisce. 

Oh yeah, I also can't wait for my new environment to come. School I mean. If I do move... Yeah, can't wait

(Me, being sarcastic and afraid)

xoxo

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Tuesday, June 10, 2008
Karaoke? Oke!

At last today I finally went out of the house! It was girls day out and we spent our time singing at T-Rex, Grand Indonesia. Frankly, at first I wasn't really interested. I thought it was hilarious to sing inside a room, especially that all my friends are so enthusiastic to sing. Well, no. CRAZY! THEY ARE INSANE! O my god. Me and Karen only laughed and watched the others sung. It was so funny, they even picked ridiculous songs such as Mahluk Tuhan yang Paling Seksi by Mulan Jameela! And even KOPI DANGDUT! Omg. They even sung it proudly -.- hahaha. 

But yaaaaaaa as time goes by, I kind of find it enjoyable. I though I'd waste my 2 hours for nothing, well instead I waste it then with joy and excitement :)
Karaoke was fun! Hahaha (norak nih... maklum baru pertama kali karaoke lol)

After finished spending 2 hours inside the karaoke box, singing and screamingt. Hahaa :D

xoxo

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Monday, June 9, 2008
Jonathan Rhys Meyers' Hot

My head's spinning. Feels like it was hit by a car. Headacheee headachee headacheeee! Yeah! Pain in the head at my long awaited holidaaay! Fourth day of holiday and I am staying homeee? I wanna go out  wanna go out I wanna go out! Arghhh.

I just finished watching August Rush. It was so beautiful I couldn't stop watching. Jonathan Rhys Meyers is still hot. He is so sexyy aaaaaahhh I wish I had father like him. Cuteness! Awwwww.
The picture above is a scene from August Rush where Louis (Meyers) and his long-lost son, Evan/August playing guitar together. It's just so sweet they didn't know (yet) that they were actually kin. I don't care about Freddie Highmore I'm only captivated by Jon Meyers! Gooosh he is super sexy. His smile is so sweet... I'm melting. I thought the movie would be boring. Well it didn't :p

I'm feeling sick. But I can't sleep. I miss 10 B. Wanna go back to where I was 6 months ago...

xoxo

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Sunday, June 1, 2008
I Don't Wanna Leave

I think I've get over AB3 already! Yeay! My, my it happened so fast. The feeling once came and now it already went away. But thanks to him, he was the one who made me realize that I didn't love my ex-boyfriend anymore back then. If he didn't enter my life that time, maybe I'll still be in a relationship with him. Suffering and living in lies. Thanks AB3 =)

So tomorrow's last day of exaaaaam! And it's math -.- But errr, not last day actually. After math tomorrow, there will still be drama performance. But I'd rather not call it an examination. Since we won't write anything, just performing. I'd call it the emancipation of binus students from a massive maltreatment. (---> lebay man. tapi emang bener stress) hahahahaha. But I'm sure it would be fun on Tuesday, if Mr. C is in a good mood. If he is in a bad mood, udah deh the year 10 drama students will have to be quiet and won't enjoy the fun that we should've enjoyed. Good luck, me! Haha and everybody!

One thing bugs me again. It's about me transferring to another school. It really brighten me up when my dad was told by this National Department teacher from BiNus that the national class for next year will be opened. But when I asked Ms. Elli last Tuesday she said it is no longer opened. The last national class is this year's. It really disappointed me. How I want to stay in BiNus, not to be separated with my classmates, CIMS to be exact. It's weird that we really get along just around this second semester. We weren't as close as we are now on Semester 1. Something brought us together and I really don't want it to be taken away again. Why time flies so fast when we're having fun? :( But not just CIMS, the others too. I mean I'll miss cafeteria with its monotone foods, the comfy yet boring classes, and the lockers! I wish I could just stay and attend the national class. 

I wish I could stay... I wish I could...

xoxo

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