Already 17 now ya'll! But still am small and petite. Despite that I've got a big heart and a huge ego. You'll love me as I spill my greatest ups and downs moments here. Have fun reading, potatoes :-)
Naida xoxo

Saturday, July 18, 2009
May You All Rest in Peace

School has started, bummer. First day was alright, can't believe a year has already passed. I'm no longer a newcomer, I already feel like I'm a part of them. Though the thoughts of the good life I had in Binus still wanders around in my mind. I sometimes wish of staying in that school and spend my high school year til I graduate there. But yeah, no turning backs and I've met good people I'm pretty much happy being friends with. My future now relies with my progresses in 68, wish me a very good luck.

So it's weekend already. It's so quick, isn't it? I mean I just got myself dressed in those silly uniforms, waking up early in the morning, and now I'm freed already? But all the bombings that happened yesterday still terrifies me. Now most of my friends won't be allowed to go to the malls etc, etc. We had to cancel our ps time yesterday because most had to go home and we were all simply afraid. I don't think my parents there in Mekkah or somewhere know about this bombing thing. Cause if they knew, they would've texted me already telling me not to go anywhere until the situation's settled.

Why is some people are crazy enough to bomb places? What do they simply get? Satisfactions? Fuck those. They take life of the innocents, they put people in grief, destroying the surroundings, and things that are not even close with safety. You bombers just go to hell. You deserve it much much better.

xoxo

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Friday, July 10, 2009
What's A Life?

Kesel kesel kesel kesel kesel!!! :(

I'm supposed to be at sency or ps or somewhere and then go meet up with the others to go to Nabila's. But as always my dad's being an ass and he didn't let me stay over at Nabila's so yeah I have to stay home tonight. DOING BASICALLY NOTHING. Nothing more than playing the sims, maybe a dvd marathon, facebook (?), and other stupid stuffs you do when you simply have nothing to do at home. Usually I'll be on the phone with Ichell but since she's out tonight, goodbye phone calls. 

I mean seriously, my stupid school starts on Monday. Like next Monday, 13th of July! Duuude I only have 2 weeks of holiday. How more annoying could it be? And my parents are leaving for a week or something to do Umroh and HELLOOOOO?? I already have school? While my friends I always hang out with are still having their holiday? I've missed out a lot. I haven't even gotten the chance to catch up with an old friend who's about to leave Jakarta again. How great my life sounds. 

I want a cool Dad. One who doesn't set 6 pm for a curfew, one who supports everything I am doing, one who doesn't get mad that easily, one who's cool enough I'd love very much, and one who isn't too over protective. I mean I'm still living a life as a teenager. I have a lot of wants, I have friends I have fun being with, I wanna break free. I mean my Dad doesn't want me to go out till night, but what does he expect? Me studying? Or what? Dude, staying home for me is so remotely close to doing productive and fun things. Well at least I live in a modern era where I can still be able to communicate with others by internet. But stiiilll, during weekends I'm not gonna study okay. I'm not the type of person who studies 24/7 so it's useless to lock me home and sabotaging my weekend. 

Family day is on Sunday, so Saturday's supposed to be my day.

I want to go tonight. Badly :(

xoxo

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Thursday, May 7, 2009
We Make Mistakes

Yesterday my dad went home after his 5 days absence to Bali. During dinner he was furious, he yelled at me because I went home really really late last Saturday. He banned me from going to Binus every Friday and as well as going out every Saturday, if I'm going with Binus friends. He suspected me having a boyfriend and he thought it's distracting my study and that I shouldn't date. But Dad, I'm 16 and you care way too much. I do need attention but this is beyond my expectation.

And I totally hating the fact that my drivers are nothing but two blabber mouths. They really can't co-operate with me, why can't they just not spill every little details to my parents? I need privacy, guys, so stfu won't you? My father disapproves me dating, but I don't care. As long as my education isn't failing, I won't listen to him just yet. Though as far as I'm concerned my studies have been distracted because of some reasons, but I for sure am going to keep it up.

Which eventually means... I cannott go out this Saturday :(( I've made a plan with Karen and I have to cancel it. Arrgh :(

And frankly, I really really want to see you cause I miss you like a lot even though we argue way too often ♥

xoxo

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