I have a lot going through my mind and I don't know how I could interpret it. I once kept a secret from my friends, afraid it would burst out into an issue that could ruin our friendship. But turned out not :D I'm so happy that they accept and actually support it. Even though some of them warned me to be careful and all that. It feels so free you know that they all finally know about it, so I don't have to keep any secret from them again. I love them. So much :) I hope when this doesn't work out well in the coming times, it won't intervene our friendship.

I may have done something wrong, something I shouldn't have done. It can be a good thing, but it can also be my risk, my loss, and my regret. For certain people they can see me as a bitch, but it's my decision. And I'm continuing it.