Already 17 now ya'll! But still am small and petite. Despite that I've got a big heart and a huge ego. You'll love me as I spill my greatest ups and downs moments here. Have fun reading, potatoes :-)
Naida xoxo

Saturday, July 25, 2009
I WANT OUT!!!

Once again I am missing out another great night. Oh well. I didn't even have the guts to ask permission to my Dad. He'd beat me up verbally and I'd be crying my ass off, so better keep my mouth shut. Still up, really bored. Well at least watching TV, bbm-ing, playing online pool with Andrew, and listening to good tunes had kept me companied.

"So girl, tell me is there something I can do to see you
Maybe you can make
a lil time i'll meet u
I just gotta tell u what I'm goin' through
Gotta let u know I still love you
there's so many things I wanna share with you
so much is there to make me miss you
for what its worth girl
I swear its true
gotta let u know
I STILL LOVE YOU!"
-Nelly

Aww the song's so sweet :)

xoxo

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Sunday, July 19, 2009
Pretty Much Bored

I changed my blog layout yesterday to something simple but Ichel said she likes the previous one better (the one used now). Because she adores my banner, the one with my pictures on :D haha joking. Katanya lebih rame and more lively. So yeah, I changed it back again hehe. The attempt failed. 

So, because of the bombing thing I spent my Saturday with Ichell helping her making *ehm* and went to PURI MALL. Gosh I haven't stepped my feet on that mall for years. Well I mean I exaggerated that one, but I don't even remember when was the last time I go there. But for me who lives in the east coast (yeaah) Mal Kelapa Gading is way cooler! Hahaha.

Anywaay, I haven't changed as grade 12 started. I am still a TOP CLASS procrastinator!!! I haven't started my biology project which supposed to be done earlier on Wednesday. The project takes 5 days and I am so going to hell. So reckon it's Sunday and I have nothing particular to do. Mom and Dad aren't home so no Malls (well even if they're home we wouldn't go there). I badly want pizza. One with melting cheesy topping and burning hot. I am drooling.

xoxo

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Wednesday, May 27, 2009
Good Times Should Never Go Away

B O R E D

Both pure math and statistics are finished! Though I don't really think I'm gonna nail those 2 papers. The grade A* is sooo off my radar. There's still bio paper 2 and practical and physics paper 1 left. This week's exam is all done so I'm free as a bird. Say goodbye to exams 'til next week :)

I can't wait for June 6th, by the way. Finally I'm going for a night out with my fellas. My Dad better allows me, or else ... I'll be pouting for the rest of my life. Hahahaha but seriously, he really has to allow me cause I'm not gonna miss Filza's birthday dinner. It's been awhile after my precious Saturday days and nights are taken away. I haven't had much fun ever since the 2nd of May, Ivana's birthday. I'm talking about weekends okay, my weekdays are still as fun as they usually are. So please Dad, be a darling and let your daughter here has all the fun she's supposed to have every Saturday night. 

Things I currently miss awfully:
1. CIMS and our usual Friday/Saturday day-night out.
2. Fellas I used to hang out with.
3. Grade 10. BADLY BADLY BADLY! Everyone I'm so closed with were there. Every one of them. Grade 10 is worth every second.
4. Girl's day out and single's day out. Sushi Tei and movies. Totally.
5. Watch movies with my buddies. Haven't done that for quite a while, really. (I kinda miss middle school. A little bit tho)

I used to have so much fun :S

xoxo

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Monday, May 18, 2009
I Can Never Get Enough of Food ♥

So... today was fun. Dila, Macil, Ari, and Luhung went to my place after school to slouch and have lunch. Frankly, I really can't have them coming over too frequent. Since every time they come over we always order delivery in an enormous quantity, and I'm not exaggerating. Here I'm not complaining about the finance, I'm not that cheap -__- , I'm talking about getting out of shape. Like for instance, today we had KFC for lunch. And we ordered a bucket of 9 fried chickens, when there were only 5 of us. Everyone was starving, we finished everything. I had colonel yakiniku alone for myself and 1 chicken. I ate them fast, as if I've never eaten for couple days.

Aaah, ever since my last holiday to Bali I've been eating like crazy again. I eat rice during lunch, eat much during dinner, and eat snacks at school. I've lost 2 kg and I think my weight's gaining again, you know. Saddy, saddy :( I want to get taller, not fatter. My period is about to come, I guess. Cause every time it's coming my appetite becomes realllly heuuge :-|

I'm kinda confused here, should I come to Binus on Wed or not? There's a drama performance held by the grade 9 and my sister asked me to come watch her. I don't think I'm gonna make it in time, though. I have AS level exam and it finishes at 2 something when the play's starting at 2.30. If I can't make it in time I can just visit Binus sih. I mean watching my sister performs would be a good excuse to go to Binus and meet up with some people :) No hard feelings, dek. Not that I don't wanna watch your play. I want to, cause I'm curious in which scene Poker Face is gonna be played. And I can actually see that she has put quite a lot of effort to it, I wanna see how it turns out. Cause I've been there, being Ms. Super Busy in a drama practice is super tiring and irritating. Kan it's only if I can't make it in time. Okay, okay? ;p

Soo I can't wait for Friday! Cause Friday means tomorrow is Saturday and Saturday is weekend and weekend is nothing but fun! Which eventually means I can't wait for fun, fun, and fun! :)

xoxo

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Thursday, May 14, 2009
Untitled

Facebook is under maintenance, or is it only my account? Idk deh, yang pasti I'm dead bored. All I'm doing right now is waiting for a bbm reply, checking twitter, randomly clicking on songs I please to hear on iTunes, and blogging. I feel like playing dress up you know, trying on clothes. It's suber fun. But not now, probably later :p

Today there's no tutor, no exam, which means school's off. I thought I'd be out with mom shopping, but turned out she has her own plans, out with her friends. So here I am home, stranded. 

Anyway, yesterday Yella showed me a video of Kris Allen singin Heartless on American Idol. Because of that I'm starting to like the Kanye West's version again. Hahaha me lovin the lyrics, keren loh. I really do need to do something a little more productive than what I've been doing for the past few hours after waking up. *sigh*

xoxo

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Tuesday, May 12, 2009
Whoopie :p

Pure Math AS level. TOMORROW !!!

Last night I was supposed to be home doing questions from the past paper I haven't done and yet I was out to Grand Indo to help my sis find her drama costume. She eventually found it and I eventually did not take a peek on any of those papers when arrived home. Wish me luck, peeps. At least for math I have a higher optimism compared to biology and physics. 

Can't wait till AS level exam is all done. Hanamasa and Bali! Whooopie, me lovey lovey :)
Holiday is never taken off from my things-I-want-the-most list!

xoxo

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Sunday, May 10, 2009
It's Almost 3 In The Morning o.0

Lessons learned from today (well technically yesterday): 
1. You can't trust anyone. 
2. Lying will never keep your heart from not beating so fast (all the time).
3. You just gotta ignore the envious insignificant. 


Saturday was great. I went to a friend's house and since my curfew is rather tight I had to go home at 5 -___- but instead I stayed a little late so I arrived home at 6. Then I went out for a dinner with my bro, his girl, and my sis to Kemang. It's been a long time. My schedule is always filled most Saturdays so the chance of me spending time with them is very rare. So it's good you know, to finally attend a umm... siblings day out? Hahaha :p

I don't know whether that is supposed to be a coincidence or not. If it is, it's just too creepy. Cause girl, let me just put it this way... it's way too obvious ;p 

Sorry but I can't help it. I may be wrong, but people make assumptions and assume that their presumptions are right, no? Just can't leave this one unnoticed cause I feel rather disturbed.

And again, sorry for being so frank and sotoy-ly assured if you happen to realize :)

xoxo

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Wednesday, May 6, 2009
Naughty, Naughty :p

Omige, physics is killing moi. I'm bored to the core, I want to sleep now like right away. I wanna go home, upload today's photos, and take a decent nap. Then I'll do some math questions at night. This one's for real cause I have a lot of catching up to do. Exam is exactly next week. And I have to get used to doing pure maths questions yang super duper ribet.

But I'm so sure I'm so gonna fail physics :(

I'm like in class right now, ngebahas soal-soal physics from the past paper. But I blog, instead of listening. Naughty, naughty. Sorry, Mr. Hasan. This is what's so great about being a blackberry-a-holic HAHA.

I really can't wait for the upcoming holiday. I really wanna get away from all the lessons and studies and get some slacks ;)

xoxo

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Tuesday, April 28, 2009
Mr. Never-Wrong

Naida ♥ says: (9:30:23 PM)
itu aja tuh *piip* (censored for a certain reason :p)
Naida ♥ says: (9:30:26 PM)
udah ga ada polos2nya
Naida ♥ says: (9:30:27 PM)
:p
Jonathan says: (9:30:29 PM)
haha lucu
Jonathan says: (9:30:37 PM)
mukanya jg ga ada bgs2nya

Hahaha jo, jo jahat banget.
But that is like...... the truth.

You know I just got back to school and got the news that school's off on Thursday for grade 11 regarding grade 12's practical exam. And I'm like yeah cool, just exactly what I need :p But school's fun tho. Belajarnya yang males. 

Weekend's coming soon and I totally can't wait for it :)

xoxo

P.S: You're a pain in the ass I just can't get enough of. 
 I'm hopelessly pathetic, I know. 

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Friday, April 17, 2009
Randoooomnesshhh

I'm bored. Like really really bored. Going home early on every Friday doesn't always do me good. Not unless I have plans, haha. I want to pay another visit to Binus tapi I just went there last Monday and I don't really wanna go there too often so I skipped Friday tutor for nothing but hbo movies, a nap, and computer. And what worsen it is that I suddenly feel like eating sushi. Argh I wanna go to ps now. Or at least anywhere but home.



xoxo

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Thursday, April 16, 2009
School Break <3

It's scaring you know, when your mind suddenly thinks ahead about the future. Thinking about what's gonna happen with your social life, education, and a lot others. Earlier at school we had a gathering at the court to do a prayer for the 12th graders since they're about to face UAN next week. I don't know why it's like I suddenly think about me being one of them next year. I'm gonna be a 12th grader in July and must take UAN in April 2010. Which............. is very devastating. Because I'm supah lazy and not a study-freak. Now how about the entrance tests I must take next year to get accepted in several universities? And how about the fact that I actually have no passion in becoming a doctor? I wish life could get easier as time passes by. I want to live life to the fullest. Unburden with no hands tied. Which could and should never happen. Cause what satisfies you comes next after your grieves.  



Soooooo let's just talk about something carefree, shall we? :)

Next week school is off for a week!!! One whole week, dude! Woohoooo. No boring maths, boring chemistry, and humid school atmosphere. I'm gonna fill the week up with movies, laughs, and joy and you, my lovely binusians, will be jealous of me. As jealous as hell is to heaven. HAHAHA. Maan I love school break so much <3 

And yeah, I've been waiting for quite some time for something that is so uncertain...

xoxo

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Tuesday, March 31, 2009
Thoughts Vomit

Had a girl's day out with my girlfriends from 68 yesterday. We watched shopaholic and it was really good. I actually have asked cims to come to ps to meet up but only Michi and Andrew could made it. Despite that Andrew left super early. So while my friends bought mineral water in food hall me and michi headed to fili and talked about stuffs. A lot of stuffs :D 

I have a lot going through my mind and I don't know how I could interpret it. I once kept a secret from my friends, afraid it would burst out into an issue that could ruin our friendship. But turned out not :D I'm so happy that they accept and actually support it. Even though some of them warned me to be careful and all that. It feels so free you know that they all finally know about it, so I don't have to keep any secret from them again. I love them. So much :) I hope when this doesn't work out well in the coming times, it won't intervene our friendship.

I may have done something wrong, something I shouldn't have done. It can be a good thing, but it can also be my risk, my loss, and my regret. For certain people they can see me as a bitch, but it's my decision. And I'm continuing it.

xoxo

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Sunday, March 1, 2009
Kick Ass

I was supposed to have a girl's day out yesterday but turned out i was ditched by the girls for the guys. HAHA just kidding, I didn't mind hhe. We're lacking of participants in the other hand. So gdo was cancelled.

The second Ichell called to cancel gdo, I contacted Andrew. So instead, I spent my weekend with the cims boys minus Jon. He, as always, bailed on us for uncertain reasons. Jon, jon... you fat liar. We hung at the outdoor seats at Starbucks and had dinner in the food court. Then went to Ratu Plaza for a quick dvd shopping. My weekend eventually ended up great once more =]

Today, I just realized that I inherit quiet a lot of my dad's attribute. I admit I'm a selfish bitch, but h-e-l-l-o? My dad is worst. Man he's a really hard-headed person. And nowadays he could instantly get mad for just a small error. grosh :S

xoxo

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Tuesday, January 27, 2009
A Trip to Dream Land Would Be Nice In Such Situation

My classmates just got their last oct/nov igcse exam results this morning. And frankly, the results were totally not satisfying. I am, indeed, glad that I didn't take the igcse test. I was of course wasn't prepared enough and I probably won't use the igcse certificate in any way tho. So it's rather unimportant. Which leads up  to me worrying about taking some of AS level exams on may/june that will surely drives me nuts. Goshy goshy, IB maybe hard for you guys Binusian, but Camridge's surely is not something you'd call a piece of cake.

=/

xoxo
so not ready

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Sunday, January 18, 2009
Good Afternoon

So... what do you think about the new background picture and banner? I know it's kinda narcissistic of me to put my pictures on the banner, but it is my self-identity. Huahahahha. Come on I've put some of you guys' pictures on my background, I should get one too, shouldn't I? A special one =D They took me quite some time though to finish it. I was editing it just to kill the time (since I was in a real major need of a boredom-rescuer) but then I just kept on doing it and thought that it might be good for my plain blog's background. And so there goes the final result. I know I don't actually have the permission to change the background and the banner since the layout isn't made by me, I just hope I don't get caught (and hoping that it's not copyrighted!) =/

Weekends are over tomorrow which means my parents are gonna be home. I seriously had a whacky weekends and I hope my next weekends will be fantastic. I'm totally dying to shop. My closet seriously needs some fresh new outfits (Though the last time I shopped was only a week ago :p). 

xoxo

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Saturday, January 17, 2009
I'd Shave Your Butt Off If That Means I Could Spend My Saturday in Anywhere But Home

O my gawwwd I had a really awesome day! Want to hear how my splendid day goes? 

I went to Plaza Senayan with a bunch of friends. We had lunch at Sushi Tei, chatted and laughed about lots and lots of things. Hung out at Starbucks and then hit the theatre to watch a brand new movie. After we finished watching movie we window shopped and tried on couples of dresses and took hundreds of pictures with silly faces and great poses. Then at 9 we separated and went home with a smile on our face. My Saturday was tremendous =)

NOOOOOOOOOOTTTTTTTTT

I wished today happens just the way I imagined it would be. Want to know how it actually goes? Well, I watched 2 and a half dvds, ate 2 mcd's chicken and a cheeseburger (I had to like order 3 cheeseburgers because it seemed kinda impudent of me if I only order chicken mcd. I still have 1 more at home tho, anybody wants it?), had a friggin loooong nap, 5 minutes of treadmill jog, late shower at 8, and sitting in front of computer browsing. Just the Saturday I didn't imagine throughout the weekdays. Not to mention that my parents are gone to Surabaya and won't be home until Monday. With my parents' out of town I thought I'll be spending my Saturday in anywhere but home. Turns out I didn't.



=(

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Saturday, January 3, 2009
School's In T.T

Call me tardy, but merry christmas to those who celebrated it on the 08 and happy new year to everyone :) May you be whoever you want to be and achieve what you haven't achieved back in 2008. 

Personally, 2008 has been quite a great year. A lot of things have happened back in 2008, good times and bad times. Though I prefer to just cherish all my good times especially those splendid ones back in grade 10 :) So, unlike some other people, I didn't really feel new year bash's sensation. It was like it's just another day, changing of month from December to January, and so the point is: nothing's actually really special about new year. I didn't even make a new year resolution, cause in my case it isn't working so well. I never get any taller T.T, a little less lazier, and still don't have strong will to exercise my ass off. But umm, frankly I do have some resolutions but they're not to be shared and I'm not really into writing it here. So I guess I'll just keep it for myself.

And gosh my holiday is over =( school's starting tomorrow. If I still go to binus I'll still have one more week of holiday. But too bad, Nai, you're not anymore. I'm not really feeling school right now, I still want holiday. I still want to hang out, watch movies during weekdays, and even dufan! I'm gonna miss out Dufan on the 7th! Screw public school. Haaah, at least I get to go to Rayner's on Thursday. 

xoxo

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Tuesday, October 21, 2008
High School Should Never Ends

High school should never come to an end. High school is just the blast and the best! (Despite our obligation to study) Especially when you're in the right place and with the right crowd. On last Monday, a week ago, the 13th of October, 3 days after my birthday to be exact, my 68 classmates surprised me with a handful of my birthday cake! A chocolate cake with chocolate topping written "Happy Birthday Nainai!" =) I was flattered for the second time. My second birthday cake!!!

This year is probably the best birthday I ever had. Thanks a lot friendsy! Not to mention with the powder you guys threw at me. Causing some strands of my hair to turn white. Ha! Nevertheless, I love you guys, classmates :) 

I'm off from school for 3 days. My classmates are doing their IGCSE exam at SMA 8. Since me and Bia aren't doing the exam so we are unofficially on a school holiday. Being off from school is just great. You know... no chemistry, biology, blah blah blah school craps. But in the other hand, frankly writing, school's on would be better. Come on, I have nothing to do unless adding more fat to my already fat body. 

Here goes my pointless holiday routine (when there's no precise plan): Wake up, do the toilet thing, play comp, watch tv, eat, yada yada yada. My days are too stiff if I have nothing to do. Tomorrow I'm going to Binus. Going to filicium, hang out with cims. At least for a day I have the chance to do something that doesn't waste time lol.

Oh ya, good luck classmates! You guys will nail IGCSE! Good luck! =)

xoxo

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Saturday, September 13, 2008
Bored

Bocen cuyyyyyy. Ahhhh coba tadi gue ikut ke taman suropati. Bosen banget gue huh huh huh. 

Maannnn I miss him.

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Friday, September 12, 2008
Sampai Kapan - Maliq and d'essentials

Menantikanmu dalam jiwaku

Sabar ku menunggu, berharap sendiri

Aku mencoba merindukan bayangmu

Karena hanyalah bayanganmu

yang ada...


Hangat mentari dan terangnya rembulan

Mengiringi hari-hariku yang tetap tanpa kehadiranmu


Pantaskah diriku ini mengharapkan

Suatu yang lebih dari hanya 

sekedar perhatian dari dirimu

Yang kau anggap biasa saja


Atau mestikah kusimpan dalam diri

Lalu ku endapkan rasa ini terus

Selama-lamanya...


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