Already 17 now ya'll! But still am small and petite. Despite that I've got a big heart and a huge ego. You'll love me as I spill my greatest ups and downs moments here. Have fun reading, potatoes :-)
Naida xoxo

Monday, July 6, 2009
Morning

Got home from Bali last Wednesday. It was amazing, had a really really great time. Too bad we only stayed there for 4 days, I want a week! I went to Dufan a day after I got home from Bali. Man it was tiring, I slept rather early on the days I went home from Bali and Dufan. But the tiredness was nothing to the all the fun I had :)

But then weekend came and it was kinda rough. It was pretty much... rocky. Don't wanna discuss it here. I am myself again now. All cheered up and okay.

Now, helloooo Monday. Am staying home the whole day so that tomorrow I can go have dinner with Nabila and co. It's been awhile after my veeeeeeeeeery last dinner with CIMS. That's all I can remember, and that was on February. So sad ya? That's why I'm not gonna miss out tomorrow's! Too bad Reuben is in Singapore till Friday. At least his BBM works, we're not losing contact. I thought he'd be unreachable there for 5 days.

So yeah, please cross your fingers guys for me. So that my Dad will allow me out tomorrow! 

xoxo

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Wednesday, May 27, 2009
Good Times Should Never Go Away

B O R E D

Both pure math and statistics are finished! Though I don't really think I'm gonna nail those 2 papers. The grade A* is sooo off my radar. There's still bio paper 2 and practical and physics paper 1 left. This week's exam is all done so I'm free as a bird. Say goodbye to exams 'til next week :)

I can't wait for June 6th, by the way. Finally I'm going for a night out with my fellas. My Dad better allows me, or else ... I'll be pouting for the rest of my life. Hahahaha but seriously, he really has to allow me cause I'm not gonna miss Filza's birthday dinner. It's been awhile after my precious Saturday days and nights are taken away. I haven't had much fun ever since the 2nd of May, Ivana's birthday. I'm talking about weekends okay, my weekdays are still as fun as they usually are. So please Dad, be a darling and let your daughter here has all the fun she's supposed to have every Saturday night. 

Things I currently miss awfully:
1. CIMS and our usual Friday/Saturday day-night out.
2. Fellas I used to hang out with.
3. Grade 10. BADLY BADLY BADLY! Everyone I'm so closed with were there. Every one of them. Grade 10 is worth every second.
4. Girl's day out and single's day out. Sushi Tei and movies. Totally.
5. Watch movies with my buddies. Haven't done that for quite a while, really. (I kinda miss middle school. A little bit tho)

I used to have so much fun :S

xoxo

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Sunday, April 26, 2009
Kelapa Gading Sucks, Believe Me

I keep telling myself "I don't care, I don't give a damn. Cause honey I know nothing's gonna happen." But I can't deny the fact that I care so much and have been thinking about it lately. When as a matter of fact it's not supposed to be something annoying and one that gets on my nerves. I'm just hoping everything that I hear from that mouth is the truth. Cause I don't wanna go all melancholy and shit if things come out messy afterwards. It hurts you know, to have such a pessimistic mind. Especially when your thoughts are in the brink of realizing how real those negativities are. 

Feels like I'm in a race but I've already won first place ...
- Keri Hilson

Haha you know what, don't bother. Just insignificant stuffs that had to leave from my head. Nyways, this is like my first time posting using my phone. Fyi, I am like in a super major boredom although I'm not home right now. Cuman I had to wait for my dad in disc tarra just messing around with my phone and really, it was pretty much sucks. Now I'm at food hall so I gotta go. Ciao bloggers :p

xoxo

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Thursday, April 16, 2009
School Break <3

It's scaring you know, when your mind suddenly thinks ahead about the future. Thinking about what's gonna happen with your social life, education, and a lot others. Earlier at school we had a gathering at the court to do a prayer for the 12th graders since they're about to face UAN next week. I don't know why it's like I suddenly think about me being one of them next year. I'm gonna be a 12th grader in July and must take UAN in April 2010. Which............. is very devastating. Because I'm supah lazy and not a study-freak. Now how about the entrance tests I must take next year to get accepted in several universities? And how about the fact that I actually have no passion in becoming a doctor? I wish life could get easier as time passes by. I want to live life to the fullest. Unburden with no hands tied. Which could and should never happen. Cause what satisfies you comes next after your grieves.  



Soooooo let's just talk about something carefree, shall we? :)

Next week school is off for a week!!! One whole week, dude! Woohoooo. No boring maths, boring chemistry, and humid school atmosphere. I'm gonna fill the week up with movies, laughs, and joy and you, my lovely binusians, will be jealous of me. As jealous as hell is to heaven. HAHAHA. Maan I love school break so much <3 

And yeah, I've been waiting for quite some time for something that is so uncertain...

xoxo

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Wednesday, April 1, 2009
Tanjung Lesung = na ah!

I feel like a total douchebag
I feel really bad
I feel really wrong
but in the other hand, 
I feel right
:S

Next week I'll be going to Tanjung Lesung with my school. Which I don't really know whether I should or shouldn't be excited. All I'm excited about is the beaaachh! Meaning I'll be dressed in my summer clothes and photo session! But......................... I haven't mentioned that it is a study tour held by my school. A PUBLIC school. Which means..... I have to dress properly. No shorts, no tanks, no babydolls. Which also equals to sucks and lack of fun! Not to mention, as I heard from some insiders, that 2 female teachers, whose presences are downright unwelcome, will be joining us! They'll be all noisy if we wear improper attire. 

Maaan it'll be a total pain in the ass!!! I'm not really sure if I still wanna join this study tour. It's also only 2 days 1 night, and the first day will be spent in Serpong for a small tour to a place where physics is written all over its place. I rather spend the whole day home watching dvd and eating corn flakes ;p 

So anyone wants to rescue me and bring me to some other places on the 8th and 9th? :)

xoxo

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Tuesday, March 31, 2009
Thoughts Vomit

Had a girl's day out with my girlfriends from 68 yesterday. We watched shopaholic and it was really good. I actually have asked cims to come to ps to meet up but only Michi and Andrew could made it. Despite that Andrew left super early. So while my friends bought mineral water in food hall me and michi headed to fili and talked about stuffs. A lot of stuffs :D 

I have a lot going through my mind and I don't know how I could interpret it. I once kept a secret from my friends, afraid it would burst out into an issue that could ruin our friendship. But turned out not :D I'm so happy that they accept and actually support it. Even though some of them warned me to be careful and all that. It feels so free you know that they all finally know about it, so I don't have to keep any secret from them again. I love them. So much :) I hope when this doesn't work out well in the coming times, it won't intervene our friendship.

I may have done something wrong, something I shouldn't have done. It can be a good thing, but it can also be my risk, my loss, and my regret. For certain people they can see me as a bitch, but it's my decision. And I'm continuing it.

xoxo

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Tuesday, January 27, 2009
A Trip to Dream Land Would Be Nice In Such Situation

My classmates just got their last oct/nov igcse exam results this morning. And frankly, the results were totally not satisfying. I am, indeed, glad that I didn't take the igcse test. I was of course wasn't prepared enough and I probably won't use the igcse certificate in any way tho. So it's rather unimportant. Which leads up  to me worrying about taking some of AS level exams on may/june that will surely drives me nuts. Goshy goshy, IB maybe hard for you guys Binusian, but Camridge's surely is not something you'd call a piece of cake.

=/

xoxo
so not ready

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Sunday, January 25, 2009
Admit That I'm Nice

I think I'm gonna have to repeal some words that I've written on my latest post. I just realized it was a bit harsh and cruel. I brutally cursed my sister, indirectly, which was rather inappropriate. I'm not much of a foul mouthed and kind of hate it when I hear somebody say those words (yknow, like all the swears and curses). It's like they're never be taught and have no moral. And those words are obviously so not ear-friendly. No offense for those who love swearing and cursing, cause I admit I sometimes do that too. That's why I'm trying to rectify myself about me being an inhuman sister regarding to the previous post that I wrote last Thursday. 

I'm still mad though, at her. Cause I know she'll hardly change. But I hope she will as she grows up and realizes how immature she was back in her youth. In fact, I'll just trust the time to make it happen. I used to own her attitude, back in middle school. Now I've changed and it feels a lot better being a not-so-completely different person. A friend of mine once told a joke, "People can change, yo, even me" and she was right. People can change, and when it's not righteous, the change is a must.

I hate to say this but sorry and happy belated 15th birthday. I know you had a good one.

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Soooo yesterday I went to ps with Michi, Karen, Rayner, Andrew, and Reuben. It was supposed to be CIMS' day out but it turned out some weren't available so it was just the 6 of us. We watched Pintu Terlarang, an Indo thriller movie. The story was smart but the movie was POOR! Omg it was really boring and really abstract you know? Praise heaven it was a thriller movie so it helps by making me all curious about how the story will ends. If it were a romance movie I'll be drooling as I fall asleep. 


Pictures of the day =)

xoxo

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Tuesday, January 20, 2009
Bali in 5 Months

Being a little honest, methinks yesterday's post was a bit exaggerated. The test, which was actually only a small quiz, turned out to be rather easy. There was no essay and I got 90/100.Talk about showing off? :p OF COURSE I'm not flunking chapter 5 that's why! I'm getting well in bio hihi.

So today at school our class gathered with the 10th grader, the international class one of course, during lunch to discuss about our holiday plan on July. It's decided that we're going to Baliiiiii! Wooohooo I'm so excited about it! Cause Bali means shopping spree (!!!), dozens of pictures, a stroll down the beach, and once in your high school year school trip without us having to bring stationary and makes us write pages of report writing what the trip is about. It's pure vacation and it's gonna be freakin awsum! At least my holiday is already planned which means I'll be out of town during holidayy yippie. But the bad news is that my end of grade 11 holiday is only 2 weeks. 14 days :(:( It doesn't even deserve to be called holiday! Before I got into 68 I had 5 friggin weeks of holidaaay. And now it's going down to 2. Take it or leave it x(

Nyways, I miss CIMSeyyy. I miss us hanging out together and sharing some laughs. We totally should go out again, like all of us! I miss kenanga =]

xoxo

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