Already 17 now ya'll! But still am small and petite. Despite that I've got a big heart and a huge ego. You'll love me as I spill my greatest ups and downs moments here. Have fun reading, potatoes :-)
Naida xoxo

Thursday, July 23, 2009
I'm Just Saying ; )

A part of my life has been pretty hectic lately. In a past few days, or weeks perhaps, I've been very miserable and it's pretty much annoying. I've tried hard to get it out of my head but once it disappears, it always comes back every once in awhile. Seriously, I just can't stand that fact. I mean, as Filza once told me, this is supposed to be my page now. I don't want any previous pages butting into it. Not that it's entirely wrong, it's just that I wanna be understood. My feelings want to be understood. I wanna be fully respected. You may think of this as nothing. But if indeed it was just nothing, why does it hurt?

I'm so lost here. I don't know what else to do. I don't know what to decide. Cause I'm not good in making decisions. I'm tryna be strong in facing all this. I'm tryna be chill.

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Tuesday, October 7, 2008
Dilemmatic

Already back in Jakarta! Yeayeayeay! Bali was awsum despite that I didnt go swimming at all. I just love the shopping spree! I'm sorry, Mom, I just love shopping too much. 

I've been living too much drama nowadays. AB3's back and somehow it shakes my current relationship with Noy. It makes me thinking, or even forcing me to make a hard decision. AB3 is just too nice and that's what I dig from him. But he's just too... late! I know maybe I do feel something about him again, but wouldn't it be wrong for me to like 2 guys at the same time? Things with Noy don't go so smooth either. I dont think I could fit his lifestyle. But we've been through so much...

Damnnnn. Naida is in a big dilemma tralalalala.

xoxo

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