But well to be honest, sometimes I see a vision of myself standing besides AB3, as his official girlfriend. Not that I'm obsess with him. I'm just imagining how it feels like to be in a relationship with a different person, who has different personality than the one you had before. How it feels like to be treated differently by someone else. Someone you like, someone you want to be with, someone to spend your gloomy times... Yeah just someone who will makes you smile whenever words come from his mouth. Especially words that are just sweet and silly :) But if we are not made for each other, just made as friends to be exact, then I'll just let this feeling goes away. What comes around, I'll let it comes around. Why do I have to lock it inside my heart when it will just ends up to a heartbreak? It has not break my heart... yet, but I know it will someday. So better off now. If he wants it that way.