Already 17 now ya'll! But still am small and petite. Despite that I've got a big heart and a huge ego. You'll love me as I spill my greatest ups and downs moments here. Have fun reading, potatoes :-)
Naida xoxo

Wednesday, May 6, 2009
I'm Just Too Random

Just a little something for my dearest. 


Apparently I feel like posting something
:)

xoxo

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Tuesday, May 5, 2009
Truth Hurts

Just wanna do a quick little whine.

Why can't I get any taller?

:(

xoxo

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Sunday, April 26, 2009
Kelapa Gading Sucks, Believe Me

I keep telling myself "I don't care, I don't give a damn. Cause honey I know nothing's gonna happen." But I can't deny the fact that I care so much and have been thinking about it lately. When as a matter of fact it's not supposed to be something annoying and one that gets on my nerves. I'm just hoping everything that I hear from that mouth is the truth. Cause I don't wanna go all melancholy and shit if things come out messy afterwards. It hurts you know, to have such a pessimistic mind. Especially when your thoughts are in the brink of realizing how real those negativities are. 

Feels like I'm in a race but I've already won first place ...
- Keri Hilson

Haha you know what, don't bother. Just insignificant stuffs that had to leave from my head. Nyways, this is like my first time posting using my phone. Fyi, I am like in a super major boredom although I'm not home right now. Cuman I had to wait for my dad in disc tarra just messing around with my phone and really, it was pretty much sucks. Now I'm at food hall so I gotta go. Ciao bloggers :p

xoxo

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Monday, April 20, 2009
Me So Saddy Saddy

This morning I ate a full plate of nasi goreng with BULGOGI (DUDES, BULGOGI!)
Then like less than 3 hours later I ate a bowl of futong's mie ayam, which tasted really good. 
And I had a nap twice. AFTER I had lunch and like about 2 hours ago. 
HOW MORE OF A PIGGY COULD I BE??????
I really couldn't resist the temptation of food................... T.T

Before Bali I've lost 2 kilograms because I reduced the portion of my meals and ate less during dinner. I didn't eat much rice. But these days I've been eating like crazy. Again :(:(

xoxo

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Friday, April 17, 2009
Randoooomnesshhh

I'm bored. Like really really bored. Going home early on every Friday doesn't always do me good. Not unless I have plans, haha. I want to pay another visit to Binus tapi I just went there last Monday and I don't really wanna go there too often so I skipped Friday tutor for nothing but hbo movies, a nap, and computer. And what worsen it is that I suddenly feel like eating sushi. Argh I wanna go to ps now. Or at least anywhere but home.



xoxo

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Thursday, April 16, 2009
School Break <3

It's scaring you know, when your mind suddenly thinks ahead about the future. Thinking about what's gonna happen with your social life, education, and a lot others. Earlier at school we had a gathering at the court to do a prayer for the 12th graders since they're about to face UAN next week. I don't know why it's like I suddenly think about me being one of them next year. I'm gonna be a 12th grader in July and must take UAN in April 2010. Which............. is very devastating. Because I'm supah lazy and not a study-freak. Now how about the entrance tests I must take next year to get accepted in several universities? And how about the fact that I actually have no passion in becoming a doctor? I wish life could get easier as time passes by. I want to live life to the fullest. Unburden with no hands tied. Which could and should never happen. Cause what satisfies you comes next after your grieves.  



Soooooo let's just talk about something carefree, shall we? :)

Next week school is off for a week!!! One whole week, dude! Woohoooo. No boring maths, boring chemistry, and humid school atmosphere. I'm gonna fill the week up with movies, laughs, and joy and you, my lovely binusians, will be jealous of me. As jealous as hell is to heaven. HAHAHA. Maan I love school break so much <3 

And yeah, I've been waiting for quite some time for something that is so uncertain...

xoxo

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Monday, February 9, 2009
ben stiller is a cutie <3

i watched the heartbreak kid yesterday. and based on my observation i think ben stiller is cute :p i know, i know he's old (he's friggin 43!) and ichel said that he's got a perverted look but his smile is super cute! and i dont knoooow i think he's just adorable!!!


BUT for the record... i'm not into old people okay? dont think of me as an om-om lover! i wouldn't want to date guys as old as my mom. i just think ben stiller is cute that's all. BUT again, if i were older i'd love to marry him :p jiahahahahaiahai

please. please dont think of me as a freak... and also note this: this is just a temporary crush 

p.s: ONE MORE THING! i also think that ben stiller's smile = david archuleta's!!! witness it yourself!



xoxo

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Tuesday, January 20, 2009
Bali in 5 Months

Being a little honest, methinks yesterday's post was a bit exaggerated. The test, which was actually only a small quiz, turned out to be rather easy. There was no essay and I got 90/100.Talk about showing off? :p OF COURSE I'm not flunking chapter 5 that's why! I'm getting well in bio hihi.

So today at school our class gathered with the 10th grader, the international class one of course, during lunch to discuss about our holiday plan on July. It's decided that we're going to Baliiiiii! Wooohooo I'm so excited about it! Cause Bali means shopping spree (!!!), dozens of pictures, a stroll down the beach, and once in your high school year school trip without us having to bring stationary and makes us write pages of report writing what the trip is about. It's pure vacation and it's gonna be freakin awsum! At least my holiday is already planned which means I'll be out of town during holidayy yippie. But the bad news is that my end of grade 11 holiday is only 2 weeks. 14 days :(:( It doesn't even deserve to be called holiday! Before I got into 68 I had 5 friggin weeks of holidaaay. And now it's going down to 2. Take it or leave it x(

Nyways, I miss CIMSeyyy. I miss us hanging out together and sharing some laughs. We totally should go out again, like all of us! I miss kenanga =]

xoxo

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Sunday, January 18, 2009
Good Afternoon

So... what do you think about the new background picture and banner? I know it's kinda narcissistic of me to put my pictures on the banner, but it is my self-identity. Huahahahha. Come on I've put some of you guys' pictures on my background, I should get one too, shouldn't I? A special one =D They took me quite some time though to finish it. I was editing it just to kill the time (since I was in a real major need of a boredom-rescuer) but then I just kept on doing it and thought that it might be good for my plain blog's background. And so there goes the final result. I know I don't actually have the permission to change the background and the banner since the layout isn't made by me, I just hope I don't get caught (and hoping that it's not copyrighted!) =/

Weekends are over tomorrow which means my parents are gonna be home. I seriously had a whacky weekends and I hope my next weekends will be fantastic. I'm totally dying to shop. My closet seriously needs some fresh new outfits (Though the last time I shopped was only a week ago :p). 

xoxo

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Tuesday, September 30, 2008
Good Morning

Thanks to my not-so-dearest friend, Michelle Natalie (jk hehe), I finally have Player's Prayer by Lloyd in my iTunes again. I hope all the playas in the world would stand on their knees to apologize to all the girls they have hurt! =)

Today I'm going to Dufan! Yeay! The last time I go there was last March. Actually CIMS has already made a Dufan plan but it's for next week. Today I'm going with Ichell, Della, Andrew, JP, Julianto, and Aswin. I just realize that whenever Aswin goes to Jakarta, we always go to Dufan with him. When there is Aswin, there is Dufan. Hahaha randomness :p  



Anyway I found a new nickname for my crush! A codename! It's called Noy! You know like AB3 gitu2. So whenever I mention Noy I'm referring to my crush hehe. 

Nyways odiways... I miss you, Noy :)

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Tuesday, September 2, 2008
Damn Fat

Soo the second day of fasting. It feels good you know, to fast. It's the right month to lose weight again! I gain 3 kilograms already. The last time I looked at the scale, I weight 46 kilograms! Friggin' 46 kilograms! MAAANN I AM SOOOO FAT! I used to be 43 kilograms everytime I weigh myself at night. And my morning weight used to be 41 or 42 kilograms. It was 3 months ago! Can you imagine that? With only 5 feet of height, I weight 46 kilograms? How fat could that be? I should've weight 40 kilograms. 

Sooooo during this fasting month my targets are ...

LOSING WEIGHT!
LOSING FATS!
WEIGHTING BACK TO 43 KILOGRAMS!

I know you can, Nai. You did it once. You can do it for the second time! Huahuahua!

I'm soo desperate ;p

xoxo

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Tuesday, August 5, 2008
Now and Then

I'm so tired right now. It feels like I could sleep for the whole day - but I know I can't. Since yesterday I started my very first day of private lesson at home. It was really tiring and I was really sleepy. But this is for my own good so ya I just gotta enjoy my 4 days in a row private lesson in a week. Lalalalalaaaaaaa. 

Life in 68 has been quite enjoyable. I finally have friends to spend my time with at school. But now and then is different. That is why I also miss my life back then when I was a Binusian. I miss CIMS and 10 B so mucho. Frankly writing, I don't have any intention of going back to Binus. I mean the school's getting suckier each single day. With all the rules that the fvckn principal created, I feel lucky moving to another school. But I miss my frieeeeendsssssssss. I know things won't be the same. Like I said ... Now and then ... ;(

p.s: can't wait for Saturday! :)

xoxo

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Sunday, August 3, 2008
Random-ing

"Well I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did
 And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did
 And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
 And you didn't mean to love me back, 
 but I know you did"

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Saturday, August 2, 2008
Whatever

I posted the previous post randomly, whilst the song was on. The lyrics' nice isn't it :)

Nyways, today was tiring yet soo memorable. Me and my friends made a plan to throw Jo a farewell party, a surprise one. And yesss we did surprise him! :) Aww how sad, he's going to move to Manilla. I'm no longer a binusian, Jo's moving, life in binus has change... As time passes by, as we get older, life will get more complicated and rocky. I just hope I could take life as it comes. Even if it will knock my guard away and leave me lifeless and hopeless. 

xoxo

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Random

"Sejujurnya kadang aku pun tak mengerti
 peran apa yang kita jalani
 seindahnya dunia ini takkan seindah
 bila aku milikimu, dan aku milikmu..."

...Dan Ketika - Maliq & d'essentials

:)

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Sunday, July 27, 2008
Bored

I'm so happy. Happy hippy yippie :) He caught me off-guard and now I'm sooo over the moon. I'm sorry I made everything hard for you. I didn't mean too. But you made everything hard for me too now. Sooo yeah, we're even. 

Tomorrow's another day of school. It has been 3 weeks. 68 is great. I don't regret transferring to that public school. I just want a holidayyy. I've had enuf of school. Bikin pusing.

Jujur aja sih, kangen.

xoxo

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Wounded? Na-ah.

I want to sleep. I'm so tired. Been out of the house for the whole day and I haven't had a little bit of a normal rest. I need to unwind a bit. But I can't sleep. I don't feel like sleeping. But I'll sleep after writing this scrap anyway.

Despite of me getting ready to faint, my day was the opposite. It was quite of an excitement. I went to Plaza Senayan with my Binus mates. Plaza Senayan Mall. Like for the zillion time. Me and my friends been hanging there for numerous time. I'm not fed up by going to that same mall for like... every week. With either friends or family. The mall's immensely cozy. Not to mention CIMS' filicium. It's like the best place ever :)

I watched batman today. AGAIN. For the second time. I admit the movie was okay... urr I guess. But it's just kinda boring. I fell asleep for some minutes. I almost had the time to finally relax until Michi woke me up!!! She nudged me and then ta-daaa I woke up when I still wanted to enjoy my cinema nap. Oh well.

Before I end today's lame post, how about another sneak peek of my sucky love life? Yeahh, still stuck with the same taken guy. Surprisingly, on weekdays I've had him out of my mind. Not totally out of my mind. I mean he kinds of like fading away from my thoughts, a little bit. When yet, I know I still like him. But suddenly he showed up again and filled my mind, the whole sector. Maan he ruins my cheery single life. How cool. I thought no one will ever disrupt my normal single life. And now I am back with the ups and downs of a bittersweet romance ;)

... and a bit of wound and pain.

xoxo

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Tuesday, June 24, 2008
Trapped

About last Thursday, I made it to CIMS day out. I felt bad. I was the one who set the meeting time which is 2 o'clock sharp but I came late about an hour later. It was because of my mom. She had to stop at Arion Mall (can you believe it? I haven't even step on that Mall for years. I don't really think it should even be called Mall. There's no fun!) to buy her handphone's battery. But despite my lateness, we actually had sheer fun later on. We watched Kung Fu Panda which was totally hilarious, not hideous. Sometimes those kind of movies aren't worth to watch. But Kung Fu Panda was okay so yeah we didn't pick the wrong movie after all.

After we finished watching movie we threw a birthday 'party' for Yella. Well not really a party. We just gave her a surprise birthday cake - it's some kind of 10 B's (or let's say, CIMS') tradition to buy birthday cake when our friend is having their birthday - but it didn't really surprise Yella. And frankly, the cake didn't taste so good (Chel, it's Eaton's. Maaf.) seriously. Yella wasn't so surprise either. She knew we were hiding something. So it turned out she figured it out already! Hahaha. In the end of the day, after surprising Yella with the cake, we all hanged out at filicium. It felt like going back to year 10, you know. How I miss 10 B so much. We chatted, we joked, we laughed, etc. It was a hell of a day :)

Quick look to some photos from last Thursday!

Left to right - Yella's head, Rayner, Jon, me, Filza
You can see the cake there! The not-so-tasty cake! :D

Left to right - Rayner, Reuben, Jon, me, Filza, Michi, Yella
More photos here! If you care :)

Enuf of last week's. So todayyy I was trapped in the house again. I should've been at PS today, with Della and Jo. Watching 21 movie, eating sushi at Sushi Tei (or any other restaurants - or could even be food court. But I wanted Sushi Tei), hanging out, etc. But Della couldn't go, no driver, Jo then became lazy. So yeah. Stuck at home. Me. Home. Reading. What a nice holiday. But thanks to the cancelled plan, I finally finished This Lullaby today. It was so boring in the first few chapters. That's why I quitted reading it when I first bought it - last year, I don't remember when. But then I started reading it again 2 days ago and finally got the main idea of the story. And I liked it. Nice one :)

Oh I just loooooveeee, loveeeeee romance stories :)

xoxo

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Thursday, June 19, 2008
CIMS

Today is CIMS day out! Well, despite that Andrew can't come; still abroad. Haven't got enough of States yet? Haha jk, Dru :p The only CIMS who's still away. Too bad Dru, you are soo gonna miss all the fun. But I actually have the chance to miss it too. Since last night my dad said that the cars aren't available today. I hope he change his mind. I really want to go. Yella's going to treat us all concerning her birthday (It's not that I want the treat, I just want to go out) last week, the 13th of June. Happy birthday Yellaaaaa! I felt bad for her on her birthday. Most of CIMS weren't at Jakarta. So we couldn't go out. But we're paying baaaack aren't we! We're going out today! That's why I really don't want to miss it.

As a matter of fact, I miss our gathering. Filicium, Kenangan, Reuben or Jon's house, and lots.  I want those conversations we used to converse. I really do miss them :)

xoxo

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Monday, June 16, 2008
Twilight Infatuation... Happens Again

I guess I'm staying home for the rest of the week. But not really. Probably until Thursday. And on weekends I'll be going out to the Mall with family, escaping my boredom of having nothing to do during holiday. Some girl friends I used to hang out with went overseas for like decades; they went to states, homestaying. So I don't really have any idea now with whom I am going to spend the holiday with. I just got home from my splendid 5 days vacation to Singapore, where I sometimes went for a walk with couple friends there and had fun. And now here I'm back home. Got nothing else to do unless someone asks me out to hang out somewhere.

But even though I'll be decomposed here at home, I'm digging my interest in reading novels, literature novels. Thanks to Singapore. I brought my Twilight novel along, in case I found myself gets bored with the trip. I've read Twilight once. I thought reading it for the second time to recap the story wouldn't be a sin. Especially that the movie adapted from the novel is coming out this December. Nowadays I'm not infatuated with this novel anymore, with Edward to be exact. But now I am infatuated again. Last Wed, the day I flew to Singapore, at the airport lounge, I was bored and had nothing to do except watching people coming in and out, getting the food from the buffet reserved. So I decided to take out the novel and read it to kill the time until it's the time to get on the plane. And man, I couldn't stop reading it. When I had to get on the plane, I stopped reading. You guessed it, I was damned in curiosity with what will happen next. I know I read it already, but I have lost the memory of Edward and Bella's challenging romance. So yeah, I actually forgot some of the events in the story.

I directly continued reading the novel as soon as I got on the plane. As well as when I had arrived at Orchard. When I finally had the time to relax after killing the day shopping and walking around Singapore, I spent the time reading Twilight. Seriously, I couldn't stop. Really. I am not exaggerating, this is for real. On the third day I stepped my foot on Singapore, I already finished the book. Dissatisfied, I felt like reading more of the story. I really wanted to gohome and read New Moon. I do know how sucks the book was, the fact that Edward actually left Bella; even though it's for Bella's sake. But it's plain boring and made me wanted to skip all the part where Bella is with Jacob. Yeah, the Jacob that Bella kissed on Twilight's third series! Ugh. 

Yesterday as I got home from Singapore, I tried to finish Hard Love ASAP. I read the novel on the remaining days in Singapore, just to spend times while I was bored, the replacement of Twilight. I was actually lucky to find this rare novel, the novel that my friends said was a good one. Well for me it wasn't. It's weird. It made me want to finish the book ASAP. So as soon as I finished the book, when I finally home, I opened New Moon and start reading it. I was tired the other night, jet-lagged. I didn't have enough sleep in the morning. I didn't sleep in the car either, when riding home from the airport. So today in the morning, soon as I woke up, I continued New Moon. And just finished it this evening. I am now reading Eclipse, still some pages. But I'm planning to finish it tomorrow since I'm not going anywhere. And then if my day is still monotony, I'll just read another novel that I bought from Singapore. Hell yeah, I am now into reading novels again. 

This is good, it practices my vocab and grammar. Just like what Terry says. Lol. I'm getting better in English though and I am happy. Not that I'm showing off, but I really do feel like I'm getting better. I'm still not a good speaker though, and not a good writer as my ELit mates are. I believe now I can dive deeper while reading novels. Since I now understand English novels better now than I did back then. I used to forget and didn't understand what the story is about. Now I have it all in my mind. I've changed. I've moved forward. And that's great.

Anyway I really can't wait for the fourth, and unfortunately the last sequel of Twilight, Breaking Dawn. I can't wait for August the second. Urr... or probably months later for it to be published in Jakarta. I'm also curious with Midnight Sun. I've read the first chapter at Stepheniemeyer.com and wanted to know what's going next. I hope Meyer's gonna publish it. And!!! Last but not least... Twilight the movie! I am so impatient for this. Robert Pattison is okay for Edward, I'm still disappointed though. But now I just realized how he fits perfectly for the movie... after seeing the teaser trailer from the official website. Bella's pretty, Kirsten Stewart fits the role. Oh well, can't wait for August and December!!!

Anyway this is a picture, like the only perfect picture taken, of me and my friends at Singapore. 
We were outside Takashimaya. The person who took the picture was so scary. Neither one of us had the guts then to ask him to take another picture. So yeaah... this is how the picture turned out. Not blurry, but... not perfect either. Oh well. At least we have one we could reminisce. 

Oh yeah, I also can't wait for my new environment to come. School I mean. If I do move... Yeah, can't wait. 

(Me, being sarcastic and afraid)

xoxo

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