Already 17 now ya'll! But still am small and petite. Despite that I've got a big heart and a huge ego. You'll love me as I spill my greatest ups and downs moments here. Have fun reading, potatoes :-)
Naida xoxo

Tuesday, June 2, 2009
I Just Can't Let Go of the Past, Sorry

I typed bloggy.com instead of blogger.com just a while ago. How stupid, what did I have in mind? -___-

So about less than half an hour ago I talked with iZong on skype and she showed me this collage that she's gonna display on her birthday dinner. There was this photo of CIMS during our last Friday wearing free dress, when we all coincidentally wore white tops, and happened to be a day after Filza's 16th birthday. It was very sensational, especially the part where she thought the cake that we quietly bought for her, was for Ms. Vivi. She totally had no idea when the cake was brought into the class, she sung the happy birthday song as well! Not knowing that she was singing for herself! Lol. That was quiet a moment :)


There, the clueless birthday girl blowing da candles haha. Love ya!

You guys don't know how I miss this class very much. I had great times, great laughs, and neither one of em can get away from my mind, though we weren't this close back in the first semester. I'd really love to spend the rest of my high school year with these guys again. I don't care how boring it would be, to see the same changeless faces each and every day. Not to see them everyday makes my heart aches cause it makes me remember all those crazy days we used to have together inside and outside the class. Good life.

So sad. I don't get to see them as much as I did before :(


Super kewl classmates with our dearest Ms. Angai


CIMS in white! 
♡♡♡
Superb! A phenomenal coincidence baby! Woo hoo :)

xoxo

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Wednesday, May 27, 2009
Good Times Should Never Go Away

B O R E D

Both pure math and statistics are finished! Though I don't really think I'm gonna nail those 2 papers. The grade A* is sooo off my radar. There's still bio paper 2 and practical and physics paper 1 left. This week's exam is all done so I'm free as a bird. Say goodbye to exams 'til next week :)

I can't wait for June 6th, by the way. Finally I'm going for a night out with my fellas. My Dad better allows me, or else ... I'll be pouting for the rest of my life. Hahahaha but seriously, he really has to allow me cause I'm not gonna miss Filza's birthday dinner. It's been awhile after my precious Saturday days and nights are taken away. I haven't had much fun ever since the 2nd of May, Ivana's birthday. I'm talking about weekends okay, my weekdays are still as fun as they usually are. So please Dad, be a darling and let your daughter here has all the fun she's supposed to have every Saturday night. 

Things I currently miss awfully:
1. CIMS and our usual Friday/Saturday day-night out.
2. Fellas I used to hang out with.
3. Grade 10. BADLY BADLY BADLY! Everyone I'm so closed with were there. Every one of them. Grade 10 is worth every second.
4. Girl's day out and single's day out. Sushi Tei and movies. Totally.
5. Watch movies with my buddies. Haven't done that for quite a while, really. (I kinda miss middle school. A little bit tho)

I used to have so much fun :S

xoxo

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Monday, May 18, 2009
Reminiscing and Wishing



I wanna go back to this particular time and place
Where there wasn't any adult intervention
Where we were sort of free to do anything we want there
Where we could jump from one room to another cause we felt like doing it
Where we could stay up 'til the morning and enjoy the beach's breezing wind
Where people we love and care about were there with us 24/7
Those days I spent in Bali are remarkable
3 days aren't enough
I wish I could go back in time and re-experience those 3 days wisely

xoxo

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Friday, October 10, 2008
CIMS Conference Made My Birthday :)

HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY ME :) hihihi

I LOVE CIMS SO MUCH :) They made a conference and then called me to say happy birthday. Omg I was so flattered I almost cry. I was a bit unhappy at first since Rayner, Andrew, and Reuben who were having an msn conference with me just went offline. I was a bit like "what the heeeelll dont they remember my birthday?". I was filled with disappointment at first. Neither one of them said happy birthday to me... at first. Though some other friends wished me a happy birthday through msn, facebook, friendster, and sms. Thank you guys :)

And then suddenly Yella called. Yeay! At least someone from CIMS remembers my birthday. 

Yella: "Hallo nai?"
Naida: "Hai yellaaaa hehe"

But then there was a familiar voice. I asked Yella about that strange voice. She kept on denying that maybe it was from my side. I heard laughs and I had the thought that it was Andrew's voice. Only Andrew. I didn't thought that suddenly... "HAPPY BIRTHDAY, NAI!" AWWWWWW I LOVE U GUYS CIMSEY :):) even though Filza and Jon were kind of late joining the conference. And then we chatted on the phone, the 8 of us. Me, Yella, Michi, Filza, Rayner, Jon, Reuben, and Andrew. Random stuffs. It was sooooo crowded pusing sendiri jadinya hehe. Gosh I love CIMS and I miss them so mucch. I hope I can go out with them tomorrow. If I have enough money I would totally treat them something. Wish me luck, people. Hope I have a great birthday-day tomorrow :)

Oh! Happy birthday to Vania and Rino too. We were born on the same day hihi. LC (TOC) ya, No? Hahahaha :)

xoxo

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Tuesday, September 30, 2008
Good Morning

Thanks to my not-so-dearest friend, Michelle Natalie (jk hehe), I finally have Player's Prayer by Lloyd in my iTunes again. I hope all the playas in the world would stand on their knees to apologize to all the girls they have hurt! =)

Today I'm going to Dufan! Yeay! The last time I go there was last March. Actually CIMS has already made a Dufan plan but it's for next week. Today I'm going with Ichell, Della, Andrew, JP, Julianto, and Aswin. I just realize that whenever Aswin goes to Jakarta, we always go to Dufan with him. When there is Aswin, there is Dufan. Hahaha randomness :p  



Anyway I found a new nickname for my crush! A codename! It's called Noy! You know like AB3 gitu2. So whenever I mention Noy I'm referring to my crush hehe. 

Nyways odiways... I miss you, Noy :)

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Saturday, September 13, 2008
CIMS forever

I just read Filza's latest post. See God, most of us want grade 10 back. So Goooood please ohh puh-lease rewind the time! I miss bio class haha. We sat like at the back of the class and took over 2 tables. One for cims boys and one for the girls plus Sonia. Hahahahahhaha it was a lotta fuunnnnnnnn. And I also miss business class, math class, okay all the classeeeeessssss we had. Freaking miss you guys a lottt. 

Stick Figure of Cims hihi :)
Drawn by Michi

I love you guys like a fat kid loves cakes!
I miss you guys like heeellllllllllllll

xoxo

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Friday, September 12, 2008
Sampai Kapan - Maliq and d'essentials

Menantikanmu dalam jiwaku

Sabar ku menunggu, berharap sendiri

Aku mencoba merindukan bayangmu

Karena hanyalah bayanganmu

yang ada...


Hangat mentari dan terangnya rembulan

Mengiringi hari-hariku yang tetap tanpa kehadiranmu


Pantaskah diriku ini mengharapkan

Suatu yang lebih dari hanya 

sekedar perhatian dari dirimu

Yang kau anggap biasa saja


Atau mestikah kusimpan dalam diri

Lalu ku endapkan rasa ini terus

Selama-lamanya...


Sampai kapan kubertahan

Ku menantikan kepastian

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Tuesday, August 5, 2008
Now and Then

I'm so tired right now. It feels like I could sleep for the whole day - but I know I can't. Since yesterday I started my very first day of private lesson at home. It was really tiring and I was really sleepy. But this is for my own good so ya I just gotta enjoy my 4 days in a row private lesson in a week. Lalalalalaaaaaaa. 

Life in 68 has been quite enjoyable. I finally have friends to spend my time with at school. But now and then is different. That is why I also miss my life back then when I was a Binusian. I miss CIMS and 10 B so mucho. Frankly writing, I don't have any intention of going back to Binus. I mean the school's getting suckier each single day. With all the rules that the fvckn principal created, I feel lucky moving to another school. But I miss my frieeeeendsssssssss. I know things won't be the same. Like I said ... Now and then ... ;(

p.s: can't wait for Saturday! :)

xoxo

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Saturday, August 2, 2008
Random

"Sejujurnya kadang aku pun tak mengerti
 peran apa yang kita jalani
 seindahnya dunia ini takkan seindah
 bila aku milikimu, dan aku milikmu..."

...Dan Ketika - Maliq & d'essentials

:)

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Sunday, July 27, 2008
Bored

I'm so happy. Happy hippy yippie :) He caught me off-guard and now I'm sooo over the moon. I'm sorry I made everything hard for you. I didn't mean too. But you made everything hard for me too now. Sooo yeah, we're even. 

Tomorrow's another day of school. It has been 3 weeks. 68 is great. I don't regret transferring to that public school. I just want a holidayyy. I've had enuf of school. Bikin pusing.

Jujur aja sih, kangen.

xoxo

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Sunday, July 20, 2008
The "Situation"

I went out again yesterday with the guy I talked about in the previous post, for the third time. Alright, going straightforward, the word "situation" actually means that my crush already has a girlfriend. It's a situation right? Haha. And why am I brave enough to mention the secret here? It's because the guy himself already knew that I like him. Oh well, we both confessed. But it's not like he asks me out then I nod and say yes and dating each other happily ever after, no not like that. 

Let's go back to the "situation". He is taken. T-A-K-E-N. He is someone else's. I don't wanna be the third person. It's so trashy. I also don't wanna be someone who snatches someone's boyfriend away. No way. I'll just wait. But I won't put too much hope tho. Because  if things change, it won't hurt too much. I was so happy yesterday. I just can't forget every things that happened yesterday. He asked me, "Isn't it obvious?". I told him it wasn't obvious, that I didn't have a clue that the girl he actually likes is me. It was a bit obvious but I didn't want to assume too fast. Thinking that he actually likes me. Because if my assumption goes wrong, that would hurt, wouldn't it? Why does my love life has to be this complicated? Why do I like a guy who's taken? Why can't I just fall for someone who is single and won't intricate everything?

Now he makes it harder for me to walk away from his life. He likes me. Too. He gives me hope. Damnn. Yesterday he should've been somewhere else with his friends, but he decided to just stay with me. Maan, he makes everything becomes harder.

He likes me too. Now what? Make wishes, Nai =)

Kangen, nyet.

xoxo

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Monday, July 14, 2008
School's In

Today is the first day of school. Well, as a new student to be exact. I didn't sleep so well last night. I kept on rolling around my bed. I wanted to sleep at 10, I've prepared myself to go to bed. But then I finally fell asleep at midnight. I was worried about my first day of school as a new student. Especially that I am now going to a public school. Which is a total contradiction of Binus. But today wasn't so difficult. The school isn't so bad though. Beyond my expectation.

Anywaaaay I'm crushing on someone else already! But he is not a piece of cake. Since ... he's got a "situation" (situation refers to some other word :p). It's just that I feel comfortable being with him. But it's better for me to not making any more moves. I know it is a mistake to ever fall for him because of the "situation". But I just can't deny this feeling :)

I miss CIMS. I miss my Binus friends. I miss u all.

xoxo

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Tuesday, June 24, 2008
Trapped

About last Thursday, I made it to CIMS day out. I felt bad. I was the one who set the meeting time which is 2 o'clock sharp but I came late about an hour later. It was because of my mom. She had to stop at Arion Mall (can you believe it? I haven't even step on that Mall for years. I don't really think it should even be called Mall. There's no fun!) to buy her handphone's battery. But despite my lateness, we actually had sheer fun later on. We watched Kung Fu Panda which was totally hilarious, not hideous. Sometimes those kind of movies aren't worth to watch. But Kung Fu Panda was okay so yeah we didn't pick the wrong movie after all.

After we finished watching movie we threw a birthday 'party' for Yella. Well not really a party. We just gave her a surprise birthday cake - it's some kind of 10 B's (or let's say, CIMS') tradition to buy birthday cake when our friend is having their birthday - but it didn't really surprise Yella. And frankly, the cake didn't taste so good (Chel, it's Eaton's. Maaf.) seriously. Yella wasn't so surprise either. She knew we were hiding something. So it turned out she figured it out already! Hahaha. In the end of the day, after surprising Yella with the cake, we all hanged out at filicium. It felt like going back to year 10, you know. How I miss 10 B so much. We chatted, we joked, we laughed, etc. It was a hell of a day :)

Quick look to some photos from last Thursday!

Left to right - Yella's head, Rayner, Jon, me, Filza
You can see the cake there! The not-so-tasty cake! :D

Left to right - Rayner, Reuben, Jon, me, Filza, Michi, Yella
More photos here! If you care :)

Enuf of last week's. So todayyy I was trapped in the house again. I should've been at PS today, with Della and Jo. Watching 21 movie, eating sushi at Sushi Tei (or any other restaurants - or could even be food court. But I wanted Sushi Tei), hanging out, etc. But Della couldn't go, no driver, Jo then became lazy. So yeah. Stuck at home. Me. Home. Reading. What a nice holiday. But thanks to the cancelled plan, I finally finished This Lullaby today. It was so boring in the first few chapters. That's why I quitted reading it when I first bought it - last year, I don't remember when. But then I started reading it again 2 days ago and finally got the main idea of the story. And I liked it. Nice one :)

Oh I just loooooveeee, loveeeeee romance stories :)

xoxo

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Thursday, June 19, 2008
CIMS

Today is CIMS day out! Well, despite that Andrew can't come; still abroad. Haven't got enough of States yet? Haha jk, Dru :p The only CIMS who's still away. Too bad Dru, you are soo gonna miss all the fun. But I actually have the chance to miss it too. Since last night my dad said that the cars aren't available today. I hope he change his mind. I really want to go. Yella's going to treat us all concerning her birthday (It's not that I want the treat, I just want to go out) last week, the 13th of June. Happy birthday Yellaaaaa! I felt bad for her on her birthday. Most of CIMS weren't at Jakarta. So we couldn't go out. But we're paying baaaack aren't we! We're going out today! That's why I really don't want to miss it.

As a matter of fact, I miss our gathering. Filicium, Kenangan, Reuben or Jon's house, and lots.  I want those conversations we used to converse. I really do miss them :)

xoxo

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