Already 17 now ya'll! But still am small and petite. Despite that I've got a big heart and a huge ego. You'll love me as I spill my greatest ups and downs moments here. Have fun reading, potatoes :-)
Naida xoxo

Saturday, December 5, 2009
Best Week

It's funny how this week, which is supposed to be a stressing week, becomes one of my greatest weeks. I've been spending a lot of time with my schoolmate, either by chilling at random places or even chilling at me place watching dvds or making silly videos :) Yknow, turns out UAS isn't so bad afterall. Leaving school early is what's awesome.

Life is about being happy. All you need is to be with people who make you laugh as hard as you can and make you forget that you actually have a pile of problem waiting ahead of you.

Throw away all the drama and have fun peeps :)

xoxo

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Sunday, September 27, 2009
Just Little Changes

MY GAWD

This blog has been ditched for a month or so. It's either I didn't have the time to write or just plain laziness. So, a lot of thing has happened while this blog is not taken care of. And school's about to start in 3 days. I really really want to go back to the first day of Lebaran break. I do not want school please please?

I happened to read the previous posts and was like, "Whoa, my love life sucked this bad?". Haha, it was full of drama, disappointment, remorse, etc. Thought about calling things off a few times, but seemed to fail cause I got lured by his sweet talks. And then out of nowhere a few days ago, or perhaps a week ago, he became nice! Like, he changed for good. It wasn't because I wanted to break things off or I asked him to. We just talked and talked and talked, and suddenly he just couldn't stop talking to me. He became really responsive and really sweet. Late night phone call almost every night. This relationship all of a sudden becomes worthy.

"Lu nyantet gua y?"

It's like I put him under a spell, like he finally noticed my charm :p
I love it when he makes me smile.
I love it when he calls.
I love being needed.
Fingers crossed, let the magic lasts long.

:-)

xoxo

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Saturday, June 13, 2009
CIMS Re-united

One of my girl's turning 17 today! HAPPY BIRTHDAY YELLA!!! I know you had a good one since you spent it with cimsey :) sorry I kinda ruined it by forcing you to watch Drag Me To Hell. It's just that since we came in a pack, watching those kinds of movies would be better hehe. Let's just watch Star Trek in DVD ;p 
Thanks for the treat too, Yell! 

I, myself, had a really good time too today. Maan I wish I could've stayed longer. The whole CIMS were there, except Chris who had to leave this morning to Hong Kong. Today was rocking and I totally love it :)

That was like written around more than half an hour ago. I just finished reading gogirl! magazine June edition and was bewildered by its horoscope page. Most of the descriptions are downright accurate! For Libra, the "Hari Baik" and "Warna" are Saturday and pink respectively. Omg that is like totally true since today is Saturday and I was wearing a pink top hahaha and I totally had an awesome time. Call me nora, but this has happened more than once so yeah... go Gogirl!'s horoscope page!

xoxo

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Tuesday, June 2, 2009
I Just Can't Let Go of the Past, Sorry

I typed bloggy.com instead of blogger.com just a while ago. How stupid, what did I have in mind? -___-

So about less than half an hour ago I talked with iZong on skype and she showed me this collage that she's gonna display on her birthday dinner. There was this photo of CIMS during our last Friday wearing free dress, when we all coincidentally wore white tops, and happened to be a day after Filza's 16th birthday. It was very sensational, especially the part where she thought the cake that we quietly bought for her, was for Ms. Vivi. She totally had no idea when the cake was brought into the class, she sung the happy birthday song as well! Not knowing that she was singing for herself! Lol. That was quiet a moment :)


There, the clueless birthday girl blowing da candles haha. Love ya!

You guys don't know how I miss this class very much. I had great times, great laughs, and neither one of em can get away from my mind, though we weren't this close back in the first semester. I'd really love to spend the rest of my high school year with these guys again. I don't care how boring it would be, to see the same changeless faces each and every day. Not to see them everyday makes my heart aches cause it makes me remember all those crazy days we used to have together inside and outside the class. Good life.

So sad. I don't get to see them as much as I did before :(


Super kewl classmates with our dearest Ms. Angai


CIMS in white! 
♡♡♡
Superb! A phenomenal coincidence baby! Woo hoo :)

xoxo

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Tuesday, May 5, 2009
359 ♥

I had to remove my previous post called 'confidential' I wrote a week ago because the post somehow shows my fragility and I don't like it :p I feel stupid to ever wrote that post. Well it already happened and it's a relief that it wasn't really happening.

Another week has come by, another day of school. And next week I'll be having my AS level exam starting with math, which is hard. I'm taking it really easy when I'm supposed to study a lot more, a lot harder. You can see like right now instead of studying doing past papers' questions, I'm blogging. Which is supposed to be a minority and can be done in any other spare time. Haha, I'm just supah leyyzeehhh and I know that for sure. But wish me luck, will ya?

Sooo my patience finally paid off. I'm done waiting and finally got a status. Though I still feel that being single kicks asses and is so much more relaxing. I'm still used to being single. But in the other hand, who am I to judge? Let's just see where this is gonna lead up to :)

xoxo

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Thursday, April 16, 2009
School Break <3

It's scaring you know, when your mind suddenly thinks ahead about the future. Thinking about what's gonna happen with your social life, education, and a lot others. Earlier at school we had a gathering at the court to do a prayer for the 12th graders since they're about to face UAN next week. I don't know why it's like I suddenly think about me being one of them next year. I'm gonna be a 12th grader in July and must take UAN in April 2010. Which............. is very devastating. Because I'm supah lazy and not a study-freak. Now how about the entrance tests I must take next year to get accepted in several universities? And how about the fact that I actually have no passion in becoming a doctor? I wish life could get easier as time passes by. I want to live life to the fullest. Unburden with no hands tied. Which could and should never happen. Cause what satisfies you comes next after your grieves.  



Soooooo let's just talk about something carefree, shall we? :)

Next week school is off for a week!!! One whole week, dude! Woohoooo. No boring maths, boring chemistry, and humid school atmosphere. I'm gonna fill the week up with movies, laughs, and joy and you, my lovely binusians, will be jealous of me. As jealous as hell is to heaven. HAHAHA. Maan I love school break so much <3 

And yeah, I've been waiting for quite some time for something that is so uncertain...

xoxo

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Sunday, April 12, 2009
Reuben's Surprise Cake

Yesterday was Reuben's seventeenth birthday! Happy birthday, Ben! CIMS, plus JP (for those who are clueless, JP is Julian Perdana) went to his house at evening to surprise him :) 

His mom didn't let him go out, thanks to Rayner who already had a talk with her. So Reuben asked us to come to his house to keep him companied. But we all made excuses and stuffs, I cancelled my visit very last minute, so Reuben began to sulk (in which he wouldn't admit) and texted everyone: "Ud g ush ksini, lain kali aj y" HAHHAHAHAHHAH. And he also told me, "Ud dh, g ush pd dtg aja. Drpd g mau, pd g niat gt". Lol, we couldn't help but laugh. So at 3 we left Andrew's house and headed to Reuben's. Also with the help of his 2 brothers, we finally managed to surprise Reuben successfully! :D

Happy birthday dude!

xoxo

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Thursday, April 9, 2009
Tanjung Lesung: A Total Blast <3

TANJUNG LESUNG = A LOTTA FUN !!!
<3<3<3





In the end I ended up going to Tanjung Lesung anyway :D Turned out that the 2 teachers weren't coming. And I really thank God that they didn't, cause if they did Tanjung Lesung would be a tedious trip. It was in fact a lotta funnnn :D :D :D Shorts are allowed, in fact the teachers didn't even comment on the way we dress. The study tour to Puspitek was the only part of the trip that is boring. Maan I didn't expect Tanjung Lesung to be this fun. 

The place, the villa, was really nice! It was beyond my expectation. Too bad we only stayed for a night there, my satisfaction is half filled. But at least I had a blast from this trip and I totally can't wait for our next trip to Bali! 

Oh, and I finally took a group picture in the beach :D

xoxo

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Sunday, February 22, 2009
Woopsie! I'm Most Probably Busted :p

Hey yalll arrived safely at home about an hour ago. Singapore was dope, shop much. Skipping school for 2 days is kind of worth it :p

I just realized that on last week I added my teacher's facebook and he just approved me a while ago. Then he left a message on my page asking about my health. You know, I was supposed to be sick and my status on facebook was about me going on a vacation to Singapore! Hahhaa how cool is that huh? Thank God he isn't the killer type :S

I hope he didn't read my previous statuses. And of course I hope he won't find out about this blog especially not in anytime soon. But if he happens to find out about this blog and reads this entry... all I can say is... OH WELL forgive me :p

And my eyes had spotted quite some cuties in Singapore baby :p 

xoxo

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Wednesday, October 1, 2008
Selamat Hari Lebaran

Gue males nulis sms jadi di sini aja deh.

SELAMAT HARI LEBARAN, MINAL AIDIN WALFA IDIN! 
Mohon maaf lahir & batin...
I know I made a lot of mistakes jadi tolong dimaafin ya hehe.
And have a superb holiday everyone :)

Ya gitu deh sekilas aja rata-rata gaya sms lebaran kaya gitu kan haha.

Today's supposed to be the day where you have to forgive and be forgiven, right? But my sister keeps on arousing my anger on her. I could have loathed her but she's my sister. I'm so pissed off with her right now. Or even most of the time. I know I'm being bossy with her, telling her to do this and that. But for god's sake she's a friggin' lazy ass! She's even way lazier than I am! Gosh I'm so fed up with her. I hope she'll get what she deserves. She needs a goddamn LECTURE!

Nevermind. So talking about lebaran, doesn't it mean fasting month is over?? Yeaaaaayyyyy! It doesn't give me no good either. I didn't lose weight at all. Well, I did. Just a lil bit. Tomorrow I'll be going to Bali, for a family vacation. Soooo I'm gonna talk again later! Ciao!

And once again, minal aidin walfa idin :p

xoxo

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Tuesday, September 30, 2008
Good Morning

Thanks to my not-so-dearest friend, Michelle Natalie (jk hehe), I finally have Player's Prayer by Lloyd in my iTunes again. I hope all the playas in the world would stand on their knees to apologize to all the girls they have hurt! =)

Today I'm going to Dufan! Yeay! The last time I go there was last March. Actually CIMS has already made a Dufan plan but it's for next week. Today I'm going with Ichell, Della, Andrew, JP, Julianto, and Aswin. I just realize that whenever Aswin goes to Jakarta, we always go to Dufan with him. When there is Aswin, there is Dufan. Hahaha randomness :p  



Anyway I found a new nickname for my crush! A codename! It's called Noy! You know like AB3 gitu2. So whenever I mention Noy I'm referring to my crush hehe. 

Nyways odiways... I miss you, Noy :)

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Thursday, September 25, 2008
Yesterday's Photos

Yaaaaaaaaay I found my card reader!
It was in my old bedroom. I didn't think about searching the card reader there last night haha. Thank God I found it hihi :) 

Here are some of the pictures!




A lotta fun !

xoxo 

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Wednesday, September 24, 2008
BBQ & Della's Turning 16!

Today was absolutely fun. Had a BBQ at Jon's (again) with cims plus Nabila and Ruben's Janice. It wasn't as fun as the previous BBQ since we weren't playing-with-water. It's just... it isn't complete without siram-siraman air. But nevertheless, it was a lotta fun too :) Just like old times. Too bad Andrew had to leave earlier for his grandma's birthday. He didn't get a chance to eat Rayner's spaghetti and Filza's chicken teriyaki. Thanks for cooking us dinner, guys! Hahaha sorry I wasn't too handy. But the foods you guys cook were tasty!

Actually Della celebrated her birthday tonight in Segarra but I couldn't come. The time collided with cims' BBQ. I wanted to come, really. But Cims had planned this BBQ since weeks ago when Della informed me about the treat last night. It was very last minute. Sorry Dell, pengen banget gue dateng. Coba lo bilang dari minggu minggu lalu. Gue kan bisa postpone BBQ nya kalo gitu huuuu. Nvm but happy birthday, Dell! I'll try finding something worthy for you!

We actually took great pictures from our small gathering at Jon's. However... I couldn't upload it to my computer SINCE I lost my goddamn memory card reader! Arghhh it's not in my sister's or my brother's room. It's not in my room either. Please God help me find the card reader. Aww man, too much whining won't help huuu :( 

So last but not least...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, DELLA! Happy sweet 16! My cumi friend! =D

xoxo

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Monday, September 22, 2008
New Layout

So... I haven't been sleeping since I wrote the previous post. I said I was going back to bed but actually I couldn't. Which means I only had 4 hours of sleep last night. I'm not feeling too well for school today. Thank you God. I can still have a lot of time for a bedtime revenge. 

Second so... since I was all wide awake for around 2 and a half hours since 4 am, I decided to reconstruct my blog. It needs update and a fresh new layout. I thought it'd be a lot convenience to have everything stores in one page. I also love the white frame that comes with every pictures that I upload here. It just looks neat. Now my blog looks neat. Coolness.

Anyway, I'm in love with Ne-Yo. Not as in "love" love. I am referring to his songs. Well, not all of them. I bought his latest album and the first couples of track are good. The last 7 tracks are good and ear-friendly. But they're not so catchy. You guys should listen to Mad. I just looove the tune. I'm gonna upload it here as the background song later. I don't recommend you to buy the CD, just download it. Ne-Yo and Chris Brown are my R&B heroes. Can't wait for Chris Brown to launch his third album. Well, I hope he's in the process of making one.

Talking about R&B... nowadays I've been listening to some of Flo Rida's songs. Not that his music is R&B (his' hip-hop by the way), Ne-Yo just reminds me of Flo Rida :p I'm not a biggie fan of hip-hops but Flo Rida's songs are great. Well actually... I happen to have only 3 songs. Low (d'ohhh), Elevator, and In the Ayer. I don't know his other songs. I hope the others are as good as the 3 songs that catch my ear's attention. Go Flo Rida!

My writing mood was on. Now it's turned off. And I'm hungry. Gonna grab something to eat. Catcha' later!

xoxo

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Saturday, August 2, 2008
Whatever

I posted the previous post randomly, whilst the song was on. The lyrics' nice isn't it :)

Nyways, today was tiring yet soo memorable. Me and my friends made a plan to throw Jo a farewell party, a surprise one. And yesss we did surprise him! :) Aww how sad, he's going to move to Manilla. I'm no longer a binusian, Jo's moving, life in binus has change... As time passes by, as we get older, life will get more complicated and rocky. I just hope I could take life as it comes. Even if it will knock my guard away and leave me lifeless and hopeless. 

xoxo

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Monday, July 14, 2008
School's In

Today is the first day of school. Well, as a new student to be exact. I didn't sleep so well last night. I kept on rolling around my bed. I wanted to sleep at 10, I've prepared myself to go to bed. But then I finally fell asleep at midnight. I was worried about my first day of school as a new student. Especially that I am now going to a public school. Which is a total contradiction of Binus. But today wasn't so difficult. The school isn't so bad though. Beyond my expectation.

Anywaaaay I'm crushing on someone else already! But he is not a piece of cake. Since ... he's got a "situation" (situation refers to some other word :p). It's just that I feel comfortable being with him. But it's better for me to not making any more moves. I know it is a mistake to ever fall for him because of the "situation". But I just can't deny this feeling :)

I miss CIMS. I miss my Binus friends. I miss u all.

xoxo

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Tuesday, June 24, 2008
Trapped

About last Thursday, I made it to CIMS day out. I felt bad. I was the one who set the meeting time which is 2 o'clock sharp but I came late about an hour later. It was because of my mom. She had to stop at Arion Mall (can you believe it? I haven't even step on that Mall for years. I don't really think it should even be called Mall. There's no fun!) to buy her handphone's battery. But despite my lateness, we actually had sheer fun later on. We watched Kung Fu Panda which was totally hilarious, not hideous. Sometimes those kind of movies aren't worth to watch. But Kung Fu Panda was okay so yeah we didn't pick the wrong movie after all.

After we finished watching movie we threw a birthday 'party' for Yella. Well not really a party. We just gave her a surprise birthday cake - it's some kind of 10 B's (or let's say, CIMS') tradition to buy birthday cake when our friend is having their birthday - but it didn't really surprise Yella. And frankly, the cake didn't taste so good (Chel, it's Eaton's. Maaf.) seriously. Yella wasn't so surprise either. She knew we were hiding something. So it turned out she figured it out already! Hahaha. In the end of the day, after surprising Yella with the cake, we all hanged out at filicium. It felt like going back to year 10, you know. How I miss 10 B so much. We chatted, we joked, we laughed, etc. It was a hell of a day :)

Quick look to some photos from last Thursday!

Left to right - Yella's head, Rayner, Jon, me, Filza
You can see the cake there! The not-so-tasty cake! :D

Left to right - Rayner, Reuben, Jon, me, Filza, Michi, Yella
More photos here! If you care :)

Enuf of last week's. So todayyy I was trapped in the house again. I should've been at PS today, with Della and Jo. Watching 21 movie, eating sushi at Sushi Tei (or any other restaurants - or could even be food court. But I wanted Sushi Tei), hanging out, etc. But Della couldn't go, no driver, Jo then became lazy. So yeah. Stuck at home. Me. Home. Reading. What a nice holiday. But thanks to the cancelled plan, I finally finished This Lullaby today. It was so boring in the first few chapters. That's why I quitted reading it when I first bought it - last year, I don't remember when. But then I started reading it again 2 days ago and finally got the main idea of the story. And I liked it. Nice one :)

Oh I just loooooveeee, loveeeeee romance stories :)

xoxo

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Thursday, June 19, 2008
CIMS

Today is CIMS day out! Well, despite that Andrew can't come; still abroad. Haven't got enough of States yet? Haha jk, Dru :p The only CIMS who's still away. Too bad Dru, you are soo gonna miss all the fun. But I actually have the chance to miss it too. Since last night my dad said that the cars aren't available today. I hope he change his mind. I really want to go. Yella's going to treat us all concerning her birthday (It's not that I want the treat, I just want to go out) last week, the 13th of June. Happy birthday Yellaaaaa! I felt bad for her on her birthday. Most of CIMS weren't at Jakarta. So we couldn't go out. But we're paying baaaack aren't we! We're going out today! That's why I really don't want to miss it.

As a matter of fact, I miss our gathering. Filicium, Kenangan, Reuben or Jon's house, and lots.  I want those conversations we used to converse. I really do miss them :)

xoxo

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Monday, June 16, 2008
Twilight Infatuation... Happens Again

I guess I'm staying home for the rest of the week. But not really. Probably until Thursday. And on weekends I'll be going out to the Mall with family, escaping my boredom of having nothing to do during holiday. Some girl friends I used to hang out with went overseas for like decades; they went to states, homestaying. So I don't really have any idea now with whom I am going to spend the holiday with. I just got home from my splendid 5 days vacation to Singapore, where I sometimes went for a walk with couple friends there and had fun. And now here I'm back home. Got nothing else to do unless someone asks me out to hang out somewhere.

But even though I'll be decomposed here at home, I'm digging my interest in reading novels, literature novels. Thanks to Singapore. I brought my Twilight novel along, in case I found myself gets bored with the trip. I've read Twilight once. I thought reading it for the second time to recap the story wouldn't be a sin. Especially that the movie adapted from the novel is coming out this December. Nowadays I'm not infatuated with this novel anymore, with Edward to be exact. But now I am infatuated again. Last Wed, the day I flew to Singapore, at the airport lounge, I was bored and had nothing to do except watching people coming in and out, getting the food from the buffet reserved. So I decided to take out the novel and read it to kill the time until it's the time to get on the plane. And man, I couldn't stop reading it. When I had to get on the plane, I stopped reading. You guessed it, I was damned in curiosity with what will happen next. I know I read it already, but I have lost the memory of Edward and Bella's challenging romance. So yeah, I actually forgot some of the events in the story.

I directly continued reading the novel as soon as I got on the plane. As well as when I had arrived at Orchard. When I finally had the time to relax after killing the day shopping and walking around Singapore, I spent the time reading Twilight. Seriously, I couldn't stop. Really. I am not exaggerating, this is for real. On the third day I stepped my foot on Singapore, I already finished the book. Dissatisfied, I felt like reading more of the story. I really wanted to gohome and read New Moon. I do know how sucks the book was, the fact that Edward actually left Bella; even though it's for Bella's sake. But it's plain boring and made me wanted to skip all the part where Bella is with Jacob. Yeah, the Jacob that Bella kissed on Twilight's third series! Ugh. 

Yesterday as I got home from Singapore, I tried to finish Hard Love ASAP. I read the novel on the remaining days in Singapore, just to spend times while I was bored, the replacement of Twilight. I was actually lucky to find this rare novel, the novel that my friends said was a good one. Well for me it wasn't. It's weird. It made me want to finish the book ASAP. So as soon as I finished the book, when I finally home, I opened New Moon and start reading it. I was tired the other night, jet-lagged. I didn't have enough sleep in the morning. I didn't sleep in the car either, when riding home from the airport. So today in the morning, soon as I woke up, I continued New Moon. And just finished it this evening. I am now reading Eclipse, still some pages. But I'm planning to finish it tomorrow since I'm not going anywhere. And then if my day is still monotony, I'll just read another novel that I bought from Singapore. Hell yeah, I am now into reading novels again. 

This is good, it practices my vocab and grammar. Just like what Terry says. Lol. I'm getting better in English though and I am happy. Not that I'm showing off, but I really do feel like I'm getting better. I'm still not a good speaker though, and not a good writer as my ELit mates are. I believe now I can dive deeper while reading novels. Since I now understand English novels better now than I did back then. I used to forget and didn't understand what the story is about. Now I have it all in my mind. I've changed. I've moved forward. And that's great.

Anyway I really can't wait for the fourth, and unfortunately the last sequel of Twilight, Breaking Dawn. I can't wait for August the second. Urr... or probably months later for it to be published in Jakarta. I'm also curious with Midnight Sun. I've read the first chapter at Stepheniemeyer.com and wanted to know what's going next. I hope Meyer's gonna publish it. And!!! Last but not least... Twilight the movie! I am so impatient for this. Robert Pattison is okay for Edward, I'm still disappointed though. But now I just realized how he fits perfectly for the movie... after seeing the teaser trailer from the official website. Bella's pretty, Kirsten Stewart fits the role. Oh well, can't wait for August and December!!!

Anyway this is a picture, like the only perfect picture taken, of me and my friends at Singapore. 
We were outside Takashimaya. The person who took the picture was so scary. Neither one of us had the guts then to ask him to take another picture. So yeaah... this is how the picture turned out. Not blurry, but... not perfect either. Oh well. At least we have one we could reminisce. 

Oh yeah, I also can't wait for my new environment to come. School I mean. If I do move... Yeah, can't wait

(Me, being sarcastic and afraid)

xoxo

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Tuesday, June 10, 2008
Karaoke? Oke!

At last today I finally went out of the house! It was girls day out and we spent our time singing at T-Rex, Grand Indonesia. Frankly, at first I wasn't really interested. I thought it was hilarious to sing inside a room, especially that all my friends are so enthusiastic to sing. Well, no. CRAZY! THEY ARE INSANE! O my god. Me and Karen only laughed and watched the others sung. It was so funny, they even picked ridiculous songs such as Mahluk Tuhan yang Paling Seksi by Mulan Jameela! And even KOPI DANGDUT! Omg. They even sung it proudly -.- hahaha. 

But yaaaaaaa as time goes by, I kind of find it enjoyable. I though I'd waste my 2 hours for nothing, well instead I waste it then with joy and excitement :)
Karaoke was fun! Hahaha (norak nih... maklum baru pertama kali karaoke lol)

After finished spending 2 hours inside the karaoke box, singing and screamingt. Hahaa :D

xoxo

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